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Innocence, I began, youth my direction. |
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Ignorance, love in my heart, no detection. |
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Tried to explore, dying for more. |
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Life, death, please mother let me begin. |
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I closed my eyes, everything a lie. |
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Rebellion to rebel, fallen in deep, why? |
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Tried to deter, dying not to see. |
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Hate, hate, please mother leave me be. |
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I created, I found myself at least I thought. |
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Lust for for love rotted me, no detection. |
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Tried and achieved, what was not conceived. |
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Watch me, please mother look at MEEE!! |
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I fell, I fell hard, face down denial. |
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I've beaten myself into the ground. |
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I tried to rise, everything changes, not me. |
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Wrong or right, please mother forgive me. |
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I looked, I looked at myself, my direction. |
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All these years gone, but I found love. |
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Myself, I'm off to explore again with peace of mind. |
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Every day mother, father I'm more like you. |
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I understand why you do the things you do. |
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Disease!! Rots under my skin. |
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Disease!! Committed like sin. |
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Disease!! Starving for more. |
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Disease!! I don't want to cure. |
