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Yeah, I shed tears if I'm alone |
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Even if I'm sitting in the car on my own |
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Every time I start to think about things going wrong |
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You might think the life is great |
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When you see a ***** driving BMW i8's |
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McLaren, Lambo like every other day |
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That s**t don't mean a thing |
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These things still get inside my head |
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I still wish that I was dead, I swear |
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Damn, they say I'm flexing, I don't got it |
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Other ****** be whipping s**t that I ain't scared to say that it's rented |
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Couple DM's from a couple of fans asking me "how did you get it?" |
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2K a day ***** but it don't make a difference |
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Yeah, cause I still have these thoughts all inside my head |
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And I still wish that I was dead |
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It don't make no difference, oh-oh yeah, I swear |
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And you |
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Sometimes you say things |
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That you know was gonna just get to me |
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And I'm craziest ***** that she know |
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But she still support me mentally |
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Cause at this point I'm so sure |
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Any other girl would've left me |
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And it's hard to do things right now |
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Like I was born a lefty (ooh) |
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You gotta check me out |
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If I'm doing things wrong, you gotta check me now |
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I can't free myself, you gotta let me out |
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I can't free myself, you gotta let me out |
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Bae just hold me down, bae just hold me down |
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Just make me a promise, you always be around |
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I don't wanna put that pressure on ya |
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But I'm finna put that pressure on ya |
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Yeah, yeah, yeah |
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And this one to the fans man |
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I promise I'll always be here |
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And I know it seems like I'm far sometimes |
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But I swear to God I'll always be near |
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And I know it sounds cliche to say but without y'all I wouldn't be here |
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And when I say I wouldn't be here, I mean physically, like mentally |
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And I gotta learn how to really stop but the things out there get to me |
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Be a better person, be a better mind for the people out there hearing me |
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If anybody is out there right now and you're listening |
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If you feel alone right now hit SoundCloud and just check on me |
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* |
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Cause I been hearing things inside my ******* head |
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And I'm steady wishing I was ******* dead |
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And a ***** still wishes I was- |
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* |