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-Grunts- Fantasies, misery came together in the world of guilt and pain |
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A neverending game |
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Do not reject me, |
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I was better of without |
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But in my agonized existence |
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I needed to be free - |
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Grunts- Free my mind, free my soul |
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I do not need to feel no more |
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Feel no more, |
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I'm better off this way |
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Alone, far from the past and its brutal face |
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I still feel the disgust and pain |
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Let me be free - |
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Chorus- This is my life today, this is the way it went out of control |
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I cannot do without these glorifying means, my remedy |
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These amazing illusions, fantasies - |
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Grunts- Fanatsy, not for me, like another mirror of reality |
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Another point of view |
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Don't disbelieve me, |
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I really tried to do without |
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But with sadness as a companion it's hard to do |
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Without the seduction, to become someone |
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I'm not But in this beautiful deception |
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I'll overcome the night |
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Another day, another week, |
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I'll overcome time - |
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Choir- Colors seem to flow, they seem to come alive |
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While the sound of life is stronger than before |
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It's more than a dream, this is so real |
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I swim and fly, |
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I never feel more than |
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I need, than |
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I fear I roam, |
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I cry, I am paralyzed |
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I can fight the world! |
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The sense of time is not important now |
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Just like the past, just like right now |
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There's no illusion that this is for real! - |
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Grunts- Observe me, control me |
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Tell me what is best, what's good |
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Tell me how it worked for you |
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Tell me how to find myself, find resepct, find the strength |
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Facing life so pure and clean, mean and hard |
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All these words, can't cure nor heal - |
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