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Music: S.Gommans / L.v.Gils / F.Jansen / L.v.Gerven / A.Borgman / B.Maas |
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Lyrics: F.Jansen |
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Everything keeps getting worse |
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The terror at home, the dread at school |
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I mustn't count on much support |
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I'm still locked out, it's up to me |
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How to face the teasing and the pain |
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Hate, one thing we have in common |
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Play your game |
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Beat me, hurt me |
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A physical release for mental pain |
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Don't make me explode in your way |
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This is a chain of torture |
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A line of pain |
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No other way to show how you feel |
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This is the rebel in her, the torment from him |
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The absence of help, the mothers care |
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Rage, it burns all around us |
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Blind pain |
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So abuse is only weakness |
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It feels more like a cry of distress |
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An act of incapacity |
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Feel the threat |
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Feel the oppressed ambience |
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Of having no place to go |
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No one who'll take care of my salvation |
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This is a chain of torture |
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A line of pain |
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No other way to show how you feel |
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This is the rebel in her, the torment from him |
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The absence of help, the mother's care |
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Here comes the finel episode of terror and pain |
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Abuse and hope |
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Here comes the fight between us all |
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A fight between a love long gone |
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I'm to blame, but it's their own blind pain |
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(Mother) Now look where you and your selfish ambitions have gotten us! |
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It's never been worse! You gotta work, work work, come back without |
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even noticing me or that ignorant kid of yours! You only think about |
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yourself. |
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(Father) I only think about myself, it's me again? You self-centered bitch! |
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You're the one complaining all the time, but when that kid freaks out, who's |
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supposed to take care of her, huh?! Besides, it's not my child! Wasn't it ours, |
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our little 'saviour' of a love we never had? A fucking... |
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(Mother) Yeah, there is no 'us' anymore, darling! Ever since she was born |
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and I was left at your apparment raising her, I think about all I ever dreamed |
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of because of 'our' decisions! We both should have made compromises, |
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but the only one who did was me! |
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(Father) Oh, there you go again! You feel awfully sorry for yourself; why |
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don't you take a look at my side of the story for once? |
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(Mother) Ah, yeah sure, 'your side'... well, excuse the fuck out of me for being |
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in your way! A child you never wanted, living in a smaller house than you've |
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ever dreamed of, and all the while I'm getting old and ugly, right? |
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You must really long for somebody young and fresh, or if this means already... |
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(Father) Enough!! Don't you dare accuse me of being unfaithful! That's |
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how you ruined my loyalty; I can't believe I once fell in love with a... |
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(Mother) Oh, neither can I, you bastard! Neither can I! And loyal? I dind't |
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know you're familiar with that word! |
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(Father) There's a lot you don't know, a lot you'll never understand! |
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We've lost contact, baby. |
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(Mother) Oh yeah, really? Well, that doesn't seem to bother you. Why don't |
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you just go on? Go, go! Drift off away on that little island of yours and don't |
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forget to drown on your way to a better life!! |
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(Father) Maybe I will, maybe I will! I'd rather drown than be locked up with |
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such a freaed up bith and a freaky daughter! I can't believe we're still |
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holding a conversation about something so stupid!! |
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(Mother) Fine, go! Just GO!! Drown! I hope it'll be slow and painful! |
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(Father) Shut your fucking mouth! |
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(Mother) Asshole... Asshole! |
