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Feels so cold to be abandoned |
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i cant see past what you have done |
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memoried how they fade away |
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now you want to come back |
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i walked away from you |
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no fuckin' tears for them lost years |
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i took the pain then i turned it to hatred |
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so dead to me |
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no fantasy |
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my own blood is the enemy remedy |
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long gone test me be strong |
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let me move on |
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kill the memories |
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that i see only tragedy |
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from his belt to his hands to his fist |
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i cant felive this |
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i cant forgive this |
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i locked you out |
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these years |
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this hatred |
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cries in my head |
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steady coming with that friendly fire |
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shooting me down |
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two caps to the back |
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dropped face first |
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hit the ground |
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never around |
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so in the fucking mind you're dead |
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and now that you're alone you want to be my friend to foe |
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who got control |
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so what do you gotta say |
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now i'm the one thats walking away |
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lying bruised and beat |
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kicked to the curb |
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you're not my gather dont bother because you never were |
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take that motherfucker |
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striving forever to find who i am |
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striving forever to find who i am |
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abandonment how i can taste it |
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my resentment time to face it |
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on my knees oh god replace it |
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cant believe it i cant take it |
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on the brink of a break down |
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no love found in my soul |
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straight from the get go |
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nothing left in this heart |
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just a motherfucking stab in the back |
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back in my life |
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yeah right |
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stabbed in the back |
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filled with hate |
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nothing else to say |
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cuz i walked away |