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I feel so disappointing more times than I don't. |
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I feel like such a let down and I'm nervous that I won't |
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Deliver when I'm called upon to step up when I'm needed. |
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I feel like such a failure when I'm sure that I've succeeded. |
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I call myself an outcast, more than likely I am not. |
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An outsider on the inside and I hope I don't get caught. |
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I feel like an impostor who should not be on the roster. |
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Someone understands this and of course I've almost lost her. |
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If I cherish or I value something then it's safe to say |
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I will dismantle or destroy it and I've always been that way. |
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A pretty sad excuse that is fostering a sad existence. |
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The thought of altering myself just meets my own resistance. |
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A pretty sad excuse that is fostering a sad existence. |
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Half the time I'm petrified and I'm terrified the rest. |
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If I'm not being selfish than I'm probably depressed. |
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What I haven't butchered here will probably be botched. |
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I tried pulling the wool down there where everybody watched. |
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Only the best intentions did I mention I'm not sure. |
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Someone understands this she's got one foot out the door. |
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In the interest of the time left and my own as well. |
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There is more that I will just ignore or just keep to myself. |
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A pretty sad excuse that is fostering a sad existence. |
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The thought of altering myself just meets my own resistance. |
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A pretty sad excuse that is fostering a sad existence. |
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Half the time I'm petrified and I'm terrified the rest. |
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Half the time I'm petrified and I'm terrified the rest. |
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And if I'm not being selfish than I'm probably depressed. |
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The prophecy was self fulfilling. |
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And God knows who else would be willing? |
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With nothing but to respect. |
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Who would want to risk their neck? |
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And who among us would do that? |
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Just look at what we are looking at. |
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Take in what we are taking on. |
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Then look around now, and they're all gone. |
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I'm gonna go back there, I've gotta get out of here. |
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And I'll be headed your way, you know that I will one day. |
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Back there, I've gotta get out of here. |
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And I'll be headed your way, you know that I will one day. |
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What if it all was above bored? |
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Perhaps our faith could be restored. |
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And then the healing would begin. |
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We'd get to feeling we could win. |
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If we could only feel that way. |
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And what's the limit? Who's to say? |
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Who knows how far? Who knows how hard? |
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The only real possession is the sky. |
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I'm gonna go back there, I've gotta get out of here. |
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And I'll be headed your way, you know that I will one day. |
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Back there, I've gotta get out of here. |
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And I'll be headed your way, you know that I will one day. |
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One day. |
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I'm not sure how this came to be but it's a way to carry on. |
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Someone understands this and of course she's almost gone. |
