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I looked myself in the eyes* |
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Perhaps a glance of misperception |
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the weary twilight in my soul |
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I long for comforting words |
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I'm scared but I try to smile |
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repentant for all my sins |
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Will I ever be the same again? |
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I'll wait to face the prison of my life |
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The remnant of old and painful memories |
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Imperceptible to come, yet so harmful to all |
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I taste love and hate |
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A blindfold for a clear insight |
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Incomprehensible delusions and denial |
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I agonize my self-hatred |
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I reminisce the endless afterbirth |
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I fall on my knees |
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And surrender to my demise |
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I conceal myself right now |
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Just in case your darker half should try to get out |
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Is it all woth while? |
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'Cause near the end we all long to die... |