Insecurities

	Held back by walls of security
	That I just could never see
	Held people at arms length
	Devoid of human contact
	Cannot express emotion
	I try with all my strength
	What is the matter with me?
	It seems that no one cares
	I'm blinded by my innocence
	Will no one be there for me?
	When I don't understand
	Covered in blankets of imagination
	Where I can talk to people without a second thought
	What if they're laughing at me?
	I know I'm not good enough
	So i wont even try