Paralyzed

	Quite early that morning
	Was awake long before that beep sound (beep)
	Outside my window there was a fire or could it just be the sunrise I
	never had known
	I met them that morning, I had nothing to hide
	But the death of my Brother and the past of my life
	Was ready to fail, I was ready to die
	But all that I got was a tear in my eye, tell me
	How would you consume me my father
	Would I reach in despair, see the hate in her face
	Then be ripped into pieces and fed to her man
	Was paralysed, scared of my inner world
	Rebuilding my hope, then seeking a way to get through
	I stumbled back home, so sure, but I did not understand
	Had a picture of her and her father, she was holding his hand
	In my kitchen the butcher, in the bedroom a child
	I wasn't aware that the judgement was mine
	She lay a hand on my forehead and told me to sleep
	She just might have seen a child within me
	Kind of
	Paralysed, scared of my inner worlds
	Rebuilding my hope, then seeking a way to get through
	Why do I wish to forget all these things
	that still, long after lives on in my dreams
	I was
	Paralysed scared of my inner worlds
	Rebuilding my hope, then seeking a way to get through
	to you...