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2nd of August 1797. His Majesty ship "Providence". Boston. |
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Dear Prudence! |
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My words can't describe how heavy my burden has been during these few months. The rough |
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Sea has delayed our journey back for several days the storm is settling now. And the crew is |
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Hastingly buying and loading cargo. Unfortunately it requires my presence. so I'll I send this |
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Letter with the captain of the "Capricorn". The last will of my brother, William, has been a saddening |
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Task. To try and sell his estate and belongings. his life's toil has grieved me as the |
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Memories of him come vividly haunting me I miss home. The ways of the new world are not for me, and |
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Most of all I miss you, I could not believe such hick as I had when i first met you. My endless |
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Dream is that you could be mine to love, I can only wish, though I think hopelessly, that I could |
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Make you even partly as happy as I am with you - if only your father would find it in his heart to |
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Understand our hearts desires over the fact that I am not of noble heir. I wish this voyage of |
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Grief would be over, I wish I was with you even I'm not at home in the joyous eves, dances and |
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Masquerades of the court. Hopefully you haven't locked your smile behind the door of your room, |
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Even when I'm gone. I do hope I am worthy enough to make you smile whence I return, my flame still |
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Burns for you. |
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Yours beloving: Antracon |