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I'm not feeling human anymore |
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Half connected all the time |
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Each night I document the things I've done |
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The pointless points I've made for stupid reasons |
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Every night I'm always the same |
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You're pounding on my brain |
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Tonight and every night |
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I lie down clenching up my teeth |
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Trying to fall asleep |
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I've sat and smoked a billion cigarettes |
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And wished to hell that you were here |
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My stained and calloused fingers hold a pen |
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Scratching apologies to you too late too little |
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Every night I pay off my debts |
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Trust me I don't forget |
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Tonight and every night |
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I will analyze everything |
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And make myself count the ways |
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I fucked up today |
