作曲 : Orgin | |
My life's scars run so deep, deep as in before birth | |
Some things just won't ever change, feed myself some more pain | |
Bad memories of childhood corrupting innocence | |
Not teaching me, misleading me, leaving me on my own | |
Why questioning? | |
No answering, this shit's just so fucked up | |
Ignoring my own personal self characteristics | |
Why no one was there to look after me, torn in between myself | |
Lost everything taken away from me, words they can't hear | |
Deaf to hear | |
Born out of somebody's audacity, not given a fair chance | |
Lies spoken in words that | |
I do not know, pain teaching me | |
Suffering | |
I can't ignore my feelings, my own hostility | |
Wearing my hate on my face, look into my eyes | |
How in the world could you take care of me? | |
You could not care for you | |
I'm left with these horrible memories, time easing me, freeing me | |
Rise out of my conscious supression and ask what the fuck? | |
What for? | |
Truth wakes in me from my experience, laugh wondering | |
What it means | |
Do not create so blindly, better your offerings | |
Lives are at stake, don't deny us the future | |
Powers beyond in our hands, ask yourself what it means | |
Never forget to look deep, finding thyself | |
Laws I was rebornwith, | |
God-like in character | |
Choice to create, | |
I will not make that choice | |
Severing of my blood, extinction of my flesh | |
By my own hand, | |
I can't deceive myself | |
Childhood wars, | |
I suffered through them, my institution | |
Some pain will last, like time unchanged | |
Cannot forget, lost in illusion, trapped in confusion | |
Stress overwhelms my peace of mind | |
I was born from demons, from souls so far from peace | |
Ask where they came from, woke with them, spoke with them | |
They too came from demons, where can we all find peace? | |
Life should mean so much more, peace will come when we sleep | |
To live is to suffer tragically | |
My life is complete hell, infliction | |
I know I am not alone, suffering | |
We all have our own shit, infliction | |
Grasping of all meaning inside myself, what we must all endure | |
Constant awakening of what my spirit brings | |
Breathe from my strength, child of ignorance | |
Living in infliction, multiplied misery | |
Just part of birth, this is the consequence | |
What do I ask myself? | |
This shit's just got to change | |
Some pain will last, living in infliction |
zuo qu : Orgin | |
My life' s scars run so deep, deep as in before birth | |
Some things just won' t ever change, feed myself some more pain | |
Bad memories of childhood corrupting innocence | |
Not teaching me, misleading me, leaving me on my own | |
Why questioning? | |
No answering, this shit' s just so fucked up | |
Ignoring my own personal self characteristics | |
Why no one was there to look after me, torn in between myself | |
Lost everything taken away from me, words they can' t hear | |
Deaf to hear | |
Born out of somebody' s audacity, not given a fair chance | |
Lies spoken in words that | |
I do not know, pain teaching me | |
Suffering | |
I can' t ignore my feelings, my own hostility | |
Wearing my hate on my face, look into my eyes | |
How in the world could you take care of me? | |
You could not care for you | |
I' m left with these horrible memories, time easing me, freeing me | |
Rise out of my conscious supression and ask what the fuck? | |
What for? | |
Truth wakes in me from my experience, laugh wondering | |
What it means | |
Do not create so blindly, better your offerings | |
Lives are at stake, don' t deny us the future | |
Powers beyond in our hands, ask yourself what it means | |
Never forget to look deep, finding thyself | |
Laws I was rebornwith, | |
Godlike in character | |
Choice to create, | |
I will not make that choice | |
Severing of my blood, extinction of my flesh | |
By my own hand, | |
I can' t deceive myself | |
Childhood wars, | |
I suffered through them, my institution | |
Some pain will last, like time unchanged | |
Cannot forget, lost in illusion, trapped in confusion | |
Stress overwhelms my peace of mind | |
I was born from demons, from souls so far from peace | |
Ask where they came from, woke with them, spoke with them | |
They too came from demons, where can we all find peace? | |
Life should mean so much more, peace will come when we sleep | |
To live is to suffer tragically | |
My life is complete hell, infliction | |
I know I am not alone, suffering | |
We all have our own shit, infliction | |
Grasping of all meaning inside myself, what we must all endure | |
Constant awakening of what my spirit brings | |
Breathe from my strength, child of ignorance | |
Living in infliction, multiplied misery | |
Just part of birth, this is the consequence | |
What do I ask myself? | |
This shit' s just got to change | |
Some pain will last, living in infliction |
zuò qǔ : Orgin | |
My life' s scars run so deep, deep as in before birth | |
Some things just won' t ever change, feed myself some more pain | |
Bad memories of childhood corrupting innocence | |
Not teaching me, misleading me, leaving me on my own | |
Why questioning? | |
No answering, this shit' s just so fucked up | |
Ignoring my own personal self characteristics | |
Why no one was there to look after me, torn in between myself | |
Lost everything taken away from me, words they can' t hear | |
Deaf to hear | |
Born out of somebody' s audacity, not given a fair chance | |
Lies spoken in words that | |
I do not know, pain teaching me | |
Suffering | |
I can' t ignore my feelings, my own hostility | |
Wearing my hate on my face, look into my eyes | |
How in the world could you take care of me? | |
You could not care for you | |
I' m left with these horrible memories, time easing me, freeing me | |
Rise out of my conscious supression and ask what the fuck? | |
What for? | |
Truth wakes in me from my experience, laugh wondering | |
What it means | |
Do not create so blindly, better your offerings | |
Lives are at stake, don' t deny us the future | |
Powers beyond in our hands, ask yourself what it means | |
Never forget to look deep, finding thyself | |
Laws I was rebornwith, | |
Godlike in character | |
Choice to create, | |
I will not make that choice | |
Severing of my blood, extinction of my flesh | |
By my own hand, | |
I can' t deceive myself | |
Childhood wars, | |
I suffered through them, my institution | |
Some pain will last, like time unchanged | |
Cannot forget, lost in illusion, trapped in confusion | |
Stress overwhelms my peace of mind | |
I was born from demons, from souls so far from peace | |
Ask where they came from, woke with them, spoke with them | |
They too came from demons, where can we all find peace? | |
Life should mean so much more, peace will come when we sleep | |
To live is to suffer tragically | |
My life is complete hell, infliction | |
I know I am not alone, suffering | |
We all have our own shit, infliction | |
Grasping of all meaning inside myself, what we must all endure | |
Constant awakening of what my spirit brings | |
Breathe from my strength, child of ignorance | |
Living in infliction, multiplied misery | |
Just part of birth, this is the consequence | |
What do I ask myself? | |
This shit' s just got to change | |
Some pain will last, living in infliction |