|
I believe in self-destruction |
|
I am heading for the grave |
|
I am losing my direction |
|
I will never smile again |
|
I am waiting for the downfall |
|
I'm longing for the end |
|
The darkness all around me is |
|
my one and only friend |
|
I believe that life is just a game |
|
Another day, but the pain remains the same |
|
Eternal misery |
|
I'm living in denial of all I am |
|
The world around is waiting for me |
|
to stumble and to fall |
|
And whenever I need someone I |
|
always find no one at all |
|
It has always been this way for me |
|
since the day that I was born |
|
A bearer of a shattered soul and a |
|
mind all ripped and torn |
|
I believe that life is just a game |
|
Another day but the pain remains the same |
|
Eternal misery |
|
I'm living in denial of all I am |
|
I feel my time is running out |
|
I am wasted in this world |
|
But I am too afraid to end my life |
|
I live in fear of the other side |
|
I find shelter in the liquids |
|
I'm hiding in the smoke |
|
I wish I knew why I was born and |
|
why my life such a joke |
|
I am the god of self-deception in |
|
the kingdom of despair |
|
Even in the light of day I see darkness everywhere |
|
I am looking for the answer |
|
Can you tell me why I am here |
|
I'm feeling weaker day by dad |
|
I am soon to disappear |
|
I can feel my time is running out |
|
I'll never know what life is all about |
|
Eternal misery |
|
I'm living in denial of all I am |
