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There's something inside of me, |
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it tears it all apart. |
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What I once was can never be, |
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what you will be I'll never see. |
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Can't find the strength to erase it |
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as it crushes my will to live. |
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Don't want you close enough to smell me, |
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God I wish I had the courage to kill |
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Always there to beat me down, |
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to remind me of who I am. |
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The one to hold me back, |
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when I pretend I'm alive again. |
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Don't wanna be the way I am |
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I'd like to turn around and walk away. |
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I wish I had the courage to kill, |
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God I wish I had the courage to kill |
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I wish I had the courage to kill |
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No one can see me now, |
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alone with my doubt and fear. |
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I'm so tired of myself, |
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so if you leave me can I come to? |
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once I tried to listen, |
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but I just could not understand. |
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I'm a stranger to myself, |
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so if you leave me can I come to? |
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if you leave me can I come to? |
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Am I someone special? |
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Can I be replaced? |
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I keep repeating myself, |
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did I disappoint you? |
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Did I always fail? |
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I keep repeating myself |
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There's something inside of me, |
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it tears it all apart. |
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What I once was can never be, |
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what you will be I'll never see. |
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Can't find the strength to erase it |
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as it crushes my will to live. |
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Don't want you close enough to smell me, |
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God I wish I had the courage to kill |
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Am I someone special? |
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Can I be replaced? |
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I keep repeating myself, |
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did I disappoint you? |
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Did I always fail? |
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I keep repeating myself |
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am I acting strange? |
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or just like everyone else? |
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I keep repeating myself. |
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Can't someone help me? |
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Can't you see I'm afraid, |
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can't you see I'm afraid... [x2] |
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I'm afraid [x2] |
