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Success.. |
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(Mr. Lif) |
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This is rock bottom y'all, I never expected it |
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In order to be businesslike you must meet the prerequisite |
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Leave your culture at home, smile, don't be too proud, too wild |
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You may suffer, just don't cry out loud |
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This notion of proffesionalism is like an exorcism |
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Forced to give your life away while you're earnin' a livin' |
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These thoughts had stopped me from rejoinin' the work force |
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but now the situation I'm in, just seems to hurt more |
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Maybe it wont be bad, maybe it'll be good |
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I could use a little structure in my life, maybe I should |
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Take my suit and tie out of the closet |
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Try shinin' my shoes and brush the fuckin' dust off of my wallet |
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Let's consider the prospects, make a couple phone calls |
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Now so many interviews you know I got next week |
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I'm strictly goin'from the bottom to the peak |
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I'm ready focused and determined to get back on my feet |
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Chorus |
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(Aesop Rock) |
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Daddy had a name tag that said, "Busy Working" |
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Mommy had a milk carton that said, "Missing Person" |
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John had a new baseball glove, with nobody to learn with |
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That's oil and water trying to mix on the same surface |
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(Mr. Lif) |
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I got a job at a business place I chose not to name |
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Ask me how did I achieve this so quick? Yes you may |
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Back when I was <? ?> compiled a stunning resume |
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I didn't value way back then, but boy it helped today |
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I'm pushin' every single thought of rebellin' away |
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I'm workin' real hard, and my pockets are swellin', and hey |
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Can you believe I met the girl of my dreams, I swear she's meant for me |
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We've been together over 2 years, goin' on 3 |
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We married on our 4th anniversary |
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Bought a house and turned a room into a nursery |
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For the bouncin' baby that we're expecting in June |
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I sat in that delivery room from noon, to noon |
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24 hours of labour then the nurse asked me his title for the paper |
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You know, so the government can chase ya' |
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First name: John, Last name: Insignificant |
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I'm smiling like a proud dad; I got the birth certificate |
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Go to the house and here's my <?> |
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and I looked around and nothing's good enough for her or him |
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So my 8 hour days became 9; 9 slid up to 10; a subtle slip up to 11 and then |
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And after a 12 hour day, I too little energy to say 'I love you' to my baby |
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Or play daddy to J, and I thought this was the way |
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o be a husband and a father |
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I guess I could've looked in her eyes, and seen I lost her |
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But it wasn't my fault, I'm workin' hard, it couldn't be |
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I've been successfully existing as a member of this family |
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I was so convinced the household had to always be complete |
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I didn't realize the only thing that's missing is me |
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Chorus |
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(Mr. Lif) |
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There was never any talk of divorce |
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I can't believe how focused I was in the face of such a huge potential loss |
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Thought I signed a greivance with the boss |
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In fact, I was mad at my wife, as if she's trying to knock me off course |
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But I still visited the florist, to get her flowers |
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(When the last time I did this?) Hmm.. not since our wedding shower |
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I got home and I was greeted by the fact we'd been deleted |
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I was someone that my wife and child thought they no longer needed |
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And before I could say, 'Where's John?' |
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I looked down and he was clingin' to her arm |
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I realized-ed that I'm wrong |
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I blacked out and by the time I came to, they were gone |
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But somehow I sat and shook my head, and then I carried on |
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And I still completed 3 weeks of work, before my breakdown |
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The ambulances came and I got medicine to take now |
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And it's hard to get a job when you been treated and released |
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So both my relationship and my career had deceased |
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It took years to put myself together, peice by peice |
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And thank God I found a woman that's propitiate with me |
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And I'll never let this happen again, it's not to be |
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I'm ready focused and determined to get back on my feet |
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(Aesop Rock) |
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Daddy had a name tag that said, "Busy Working" |
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Mommy had a milk carton that said, "Missing Person" |
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John had a new baseball glove, with nobody to learn with |
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The oil left the water and the water kept searchin' |