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I sit alone in my four-cornered room starin' at candles.Oh what shit is on? |
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Let me drop some shit like this here |
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At night I can't sleep, I toss and turn |
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Candle sticks in the dark, visions of bodies bein' burned |
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Four walls just starin' at a nigga |
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I'm paranoid, sleepin' with my finger on the trigger |
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My mother s always stressin' I ain't livin' right |
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But I ain't goin' out without a fight |
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See, everytime my eyes close |
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I start sweatin', and blood starts comin' out my nose |
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It's somebody watchin' the AK |
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But I don't know who it is, so I'm watchin' my back |
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I can see him when I'm deep in the covers |
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When I awake I don't see the motherfucker |
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He owns a black hat like I own |
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A black suit and a cane like my own |
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Some might say, "Take a chill, B" |
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But fuck that shit, there s a nigga tryin' to kill me |
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I'm pumpin' in the clip when the wind blows |
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Every twenty seconds got me peepin' out my window |
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Investigatin' the joint for traps |
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checkin' my telephone for taps |
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I'm starin' at the woman on the corner |
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It's fucked up when your mind is playin' tricks on you |
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..... |
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I make big money, I drive big cars |
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Everybody know me, it's like I'm a movie star |
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But late at night, somethin' ain't right |
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I feel I'm bein' tailed by the same sucker's head lights |
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Is it that fool that I ran off the block |
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Or is it that nigga last week that I shot |
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Or is it the one I beat for five thousand dollars |
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Thought he had Caine but it was gold medal flour |
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Reach under my seat, grabbed my popper for the suckers |
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Ain't no use to be lyin', I was scareder than a motherfucker |
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But they're laughin' at pow pies and buried that quick |
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If it's goin' down let's get this shit over with |
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Here they come, just like I figured |
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I got my hand on the motherfuckin' trigger |
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What I saw'll make your ass start gigglin' |
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Three black, crippled and crazy senior citizens |
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I live by the sword |
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I take my boys everywhere I go |
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Because I'm paranoid |
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I keep lookin' over my shoulder and peepin' around corners |
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My mind is playin' tricks on me |
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...... |
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Day by day it's more impossible to cope |
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I feel like I'm the one that's doin' dope |
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Can't keep a steady hand because I'm nervous |
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Every Sunday mornin' I'm in service |
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Playin' for forgiveness |
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And tryin' to find an exit out of the business |
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I know the Lord is lookin' at me |
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But yet and still it's hard for me to feel happy |
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I often drift while I drive |
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Havin' fatal thoughts of suicide |
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Bang and get it over with |
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And then I'm worry free, but that's bullshit |
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I got a little boy to look after |
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And if I died then my child would be a bastard |
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I had a woman down with me |
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But to me it seemed like she was down to get me |
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She helped me out in this shit |
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But to me she was just another bitch |
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Now she's back with her mother |
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Now I'm realizin' that I love her |
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Now I'm feelin' lonely |
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My mind is playin' tricks on me |
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..... |
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This year Halloween fell on a weekend |
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Me and Geto Boyz are trick or treatin' |
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Robbin' little kids for bags |
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Till an old man got behind our ass |
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So we speeded up the pace |
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Took a look back and he was right before our face |
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We'd be in for a squab, no doubt |
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So I swung and hit the nigga in his mouth |
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He was goin' down, we figured |
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But this was no ordinary nigga |
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He stood about six or seven feet |
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Now, that's the nigga I'd been seein' in my sleep |
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So we triple teamed on him |
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Droppin' them motherfuckin' B's on him |
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The more I swung the more blood flew |
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Then he disappeared and my boys disappeared, too |
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Then I felt just like a fiend |
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It wasn't even close to Halloween |
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It was dark as fuck on the streets |
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My hands were all bloody from punchin' on the concrete |
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God damn, homie, my mind is playin' tricks on me |
