[00:01.46]scarred [00:04.53]dream theater [00:07.12]awake [00:09.63] [00:12.14]music: dream theater [00:14.77]lyrics: john petrucci [00:17.26] [01:07.20]to rise, to fall. [01:12.45]to hurt, to hate. [01:17.61]to want, to wait. [01:22.75]to heal, to save. [01:26.70] [01:29.28]can't hear it [01:31.56]we fear it [01:34.12]awareness won't come near it [01:38.58] [01:39.29]distractive [01:41.91]reactive [01:44.56]disguised in spite of time [01:49.18] [02:37.12]i never bared my emotion [02:39.49]my passion always strong [02:44.93]i never lost my devotion [02:47.06]but somewhere fate went wrong [02:51.67] [03:01.91]can't let them rape me again [03:05.30]your venom's not family here [03:09.20]won't let them fill me with [03:11.71]fatalistic remedies [03:15.38] [03:17.58]what if the rest of the world [03:20.61]was hopelessly blinded by fear? [03:26.35]where would my sanctity live? [03:29.56]suddenly nobody cares. [03:34.44] [03:43.79]it's never enough [03:45.13]you're wasting your time [03:46.82]isn't there something i could say? [03:49.83]you don't understand [03:51.19]you're closing me out [03:52.82]how can we live our lives this way? [03:55.60] [04:05.41]you tell me i'm wrong [04:06.90]i'm risking my life [04:08.47]still, i have nothing in return [04:11.47]i show you my hands [04:13.03]you don't see the scars [04:14.70]maybe you'll leave me here to burn. [04:17.63] [04:18.45]what if the rest of the world [04:21.40]was hopelessly drowning in vain? [04:27.04]where would our self pity run? [04:30.45]suddenly everyone cares. [04:35.05] [04:35.60]blood...heal me [04:37.96]fear...change me [04:40.20]belief will always save me [04:44.68]blood...swearing [04:47.02]fear...staring [04:49.30]conviction made aware [04:53.58] [04:54.35]give up on misery [04:59.54]turn your back on dissent [05:03.92]leave their distrust behind [05:09.12]wash your hands of regret [05:12.17] [05:13.92]do you feel you don't know me anymore? [05:22.26]and do you feel i'm afraid of your love? [05:31.61]and how come you don't want me asking? [05:35.96]and how come my heart's not invited? [05:40.71]you say you want everyone happy [05:45.24]well, we're not laughing. [05:48.66] [05:49.86]and how come you don't understand me? [05:54.50]and how come i don't understand you? [05:59.16]thirty years say we're in this together [06:03.81]so open your eyes. [06:07.38] [06:07.87]people in prayer for me [06:09.71]everyone there for me [06:12.02]sometimes i feel i should face this alone [06:16.39]my soul exposed [06:18.62]it calms me to know that i won't [06:25.33] [06:26.28]blood...heal me [06:28.58]fear...change me [06:30.90]belief will always save me [06:35.47]blood...swearing [06:37.75]fear...staring [06:40.03]conviction made aware [06:44.03] [06:45.10]give up on misery [06:50.23]turn your back on dissent [06:54.54]leave their distrust behind [06:59.71]wash your hands of regret [07:02.79] [08:53.34]blood...heal me [08:55.62]fear...change me [08:57.91]belief will always save me [09:02.45]blood...swearing [09:04.81]fear...staring [09:07.16]conviction made aware [09:11.22] [09:12.39]learning from misery [09:17.35]staring back at dissent [09:21.78]leaving distrust behind [09:26.94]i'm inspired and content [09:29.95] [00:00.05]