It's not easy to be this complicated Cause I lose my way, I change my mind And I'm more recently jaded Or I'll be indecisive, and always end up choosing The wrong thing But I can guarantee you'll never hear me say That all I want's a home, a family, a porch swing CHORUS Cause I wanna be a pirate, That's one thing I've decided It's the only thing that could ever intrigue me There's no start or end in sight and I guess I'll have to try it Worse case-I'll get swallowed by the deep blue sea There's no more tryin to fight it The pain I'll leave behind me The sweet imperfections of a hot mess of a girl And I believe in miracles But there's no way that I'll Ever fit in To the modern way of livin, Its just not me Work a, 9 to 5, live in complacency But I gave it my all, I tried-really I swear For a girl on her own But after over-analyzin everything there is here It's time, for my ship, and fresh air CHORUS And if I know me, like I think I know me I'll try to bargain with myself I'll tell myself it's really not that bad And I'll try to stick it out A little longer in society never killed no one But I can tell you, it's a guarantee that I'll Always run Away from every problem or severed relationship Cause that's who I am I wanna be a pirate cause they get to be Whoever they want on the deep blue sea Here I come