Oh dear God
I'm writing this letter to You
'Cause I don't have a clue
Can You help me?
I'm sitting here
Simply trying to figure out
What my life's all about it
Can You tell me?
I never wanted to be
The person you see
Won't You tell me who I am?
I always wanted to die
But You kept me alive
Please tell me who I am
I lie awake
Conducting this symphony
That You have gifted to me
But I don't ever sleep
Don't get mad
'Cause I get weak inside
And I start to fall apart
'Cause I feel nothing
I never wanted to be
Some kind of comic relief
Please show me who I am
I been tortured and scorned
Since the day that I was born
But I don't know who I am
And I thank You man for everything
Sorry, I'm so frightened about all of this
Oh, I wish I could give you more
But all the lights are shining down on me
And I feel violated by it all
I never wanted to be
The person You see but thank You
Oh God, please tell me now
Are You disappointed or are You proud?
I've been also everything, everything
I'm so sorry, I'm so weak
And I turned into a freak
But I don't know
Anything, anything
I've lost all self esteem
A million, everything
And I feel nothing, nothing
Oh God, please tell me now
Oh God, please tell me now
'Cause I feel nothing
Oh dear God
I'm writing this letter to You
I'm coming unglued
Please help me, me