[00:16.950]Oh dear God [00:18.940]I'm writing this letter to You [00:22.640]'Cause I don't have a clue [00:25.470]Can You help me? [00:29.160]I'm sitting here [00:32.140]Simply trying to figure out [00:35.930]What my life's all about it [00:38.620]Can You tell me? [00:45.140]I never wanted to be [00:48.640]The person you see [00:51.880]Won't You tell me who I am? [00:56.660]I always wanted to die [01:02.040]But You kept me alive [01:05.230]Please tell me who I am [01:07.810]I lie awake [01:12.150]Conducting this symphony [01:15.240]That You have gifted to me [01:18.080]But I don't ever sleep [01:23.960]Don't get mad [01:25.710]'Cause I get weak inside [01:28.700]And I start to fall apart [01:31.480]'Cause I feel nothing [01:35.960]I never wanted to be [01:41.540]Some kind of comic relief [01:44.930]Please show me who I am [01:51.410]I been tortured and scorned [01:54.640]Since the day that I was born [01:58.080]But I don't know who I am [02:03.210]And I thank You man for everything [02:08.740]Sorry, I'm so frightened about all of this [02:12.020]Oh, I wish I could give you more [02:16.600]But all the lights are shining down on me [02:21.430]And I feel violated by it all [02:41.190]I never wanted to be [02:44.530]The person You see but thank You [02:54.400]Oh God, please tell me now [02:57.390]Are You disappointed or are You proud? [03:00.920]I've been also everything, everything [03:07.200]I'm so sorry, I'm so weak [03:10.440]And I turned into a freak [03:13.730]But I don't know [03:15.170]Anything, anything [03:20.400]I've lost all self esteem [03:23.430]A million, everything [03:26.430]And I feel nothing, nothing [03:32.930]Oh God, please tell me now [03:36.320]Oh God, please tell me now [03:39.310]'Cause I feel nothing [03:45.030]Oh dear God [03:46.470]I'm writing this letter to You [03:50.470]I'm coming unglued [03:53.700]Please help me, me