I've been cheating myself for too long
Living as if 
I was goin' nowhere
And I know it's wrong
I've been fighting myself for too long
I try, really try to keep my head up high
And I know it's wrong
And I should really know better
But it's been so long
I know, how 
I feelThat 
I'm afraid to show it
Inside so real
No one else would know it
The whole truth, no lies
Cutting deeper 
I can hear my soul cry
Come on testify
Come on testify
I've been lying to myself for too long
Silence is my only comfort
And I know it's wrong
But I can't change the weather, it's been too long
I no, how 
I feelBut 
I'm afraid to show it
Inside so real
No one else would know it
The whole truth, no lies
Cutting deeper 
I can hear my soul cry
Come on testify
Come on testify
To the friends that 
I lost on the way
To the friends 
I've been pushin' away
You could say that 
I've made it but 
I'm jadedAnd it's all of your fault
I know, how 
I feelBut 
I'm afraid to show it
Inside so real
No one else would know it
The whole truth, no lies
Cutting deeper 
I can hear my soul cry
Come on testify, come on testify
Come on testify
I've been fighting myself for too long
And I've been hating myself for too long