i'm everything, you never wanted why does it mean so much to you i'm walking away not begging you to please let me stay you wanna take a picture so you'll remember me standing by this open door does it make it better if you tell yourself i never wanted to go should i say that we should still be friends should i cry or should i just pretend that it's killing me, and i don't want you to leave should i make you think i suffer ......when it doesn't matter you try to figure out why i said nothing when you told me that it's over now what are you believing that my smile is only here to hide the pain should i say that we should still be friends should i cry or should i just pretend that it's killing me, and i don't want you to leave should i make you think i suffer ......when it doesn't matter ......when it doesn't matter i'm tired, of unhappy ever after endings i'm tired, of make believe hero's i'm tired, of taking back what i have given and i'm tired, of waking up here that it's killing me, and i don't want you to leave should i make you think i suffer should i say that we should still be friends should i cry or should i just pretend that it's killing me, and i don't want you to leave should i make you think i suffer ......when it doesn't matter i'm tired, of unhappy ever after endings i'm tired, of make believe hero's i'm tired, of taking back what i have given and i'm tired, of waking up here