And now a moment of slience
Somebody save me
Lost and crazy
Scared to drop a seed
Hopin' i ain't cursed,my babies
Maybe now,****** feel me now
Visualized the flames
Will i be smothered by my own pain,by my own pain
Picture my pain
Somebody save me
Lost and crazy
Scared to drop a seed
Hopin' i ain't cursed,my babies
Maybe now,****** feel me now
Visualized the flames
Will i be smothered by my own pain
My lifestyles been close captioned
Addicted to fatal attractions
Pictures of actions be played back in the midst of mashin'
No fairy tales for this young black male
Some see me stranded in this land of hell,jail and crack sales
Hustlin' heart and be a ***** culture
Or the repercutions while bustin' on backstabbin' vultures
Sellin' my soul for material wishes,fast cars and b*****s
Wishin' i live my life a legend,immortalized in pictures
Why shed tears?save your sympathy
My childhood years were spent buryin' my peers in the cemetary
Here's a message to the newborns,waitin' to breathe
If you believe then you can achieve
Just look at me
Against all odds,though life is hard we carry on
Livin' in the projects,borke with no lights on
To all the seeds that follow me
Protect your essence
Born with less,but you still precious
Just smile for me now
Somebody save me
Lost and crazy
Scared to drop a seed
Hopin' i ain't cursed,my babies
Maybe now,****** feel me now
Visualized the flames
Will i be smothered by my own pain,by my own pain
Picture my pain
Somebody save me
Lost and crazy
Scared to drop a seed
Hopin' i ain't cursed,my babies
Maybe now,****** feel me now
Visualized the flames
Will i be smothered by my own pain
Now as a open up my story
With the blaze of your blunts
So you can picture thoughts slowly
Up on phrases i wrote
And i can walk you through the days that i done
I often wish i could save everyone
But i'm a dreamer
Have you ever seen a ***** who was strong in the game
Overlookin' his tomorrows and they finally came
Look back on childhood memories and i'm still feelin' the pain
Turnin' circles in my life came to dealin' c*****e
Too many hassles in my local life,survivin' the strain
And a man without a focus,life could drive him insane
Stuck inside a ghetto fantasy,hopin' it'd change
But when i focus on reality we broke and in chains
Had a dream of livin' wealthy and makin' it big

And after all my momma's thankin' God for blessin' the child
All my momma gets to do now is collect it and smile
Somebody save me
Lost and crazy
Scared to drop a seed
Hopin' i ain't cursed,my babies
Maybe now,****** feel me now
Visualized the flames
Will i be smothered by my own pain,by my own pain
Picture my pain
Somebody save me
Lost and crazy
Scared to drop a seed
Hopin' i ain't cursed,my babies
Maybe now,****** feel me now
Visualized the flames
Will i be smothered by my own pain