. When it's over, I go numb and lose the feeling for awhile All the pictures make me wonder if I'll ever find that smile I'm a sailboat, tossed by wind and waves, and somehow I'm staying afloat I'm a memory, and you won't forget me, you burn the letters I wrote Oh, you should know Oh, you should know . That this is the last song I'll write for you This is my last try to make it through And you won't say a word I'm surprised you haven't heard I'm trying not to love you . And I wonder if this cycle I'm on will ever end And I wonder why growing closer to love is starting all over again I'm a regret, you can try to avoid me, it hurts to know I'm around I'm a story and I don't know the ending, I worry about that now Oh, you should know Oh, you should know . This is the last song I'll write for you This is my last try to make it through And you won't say a word I'm surprised you haven't heard I'm trying not to love you . And this is the last song I'll write for you This is my last try to make it through Yeah this is the last song I'll write for you This is my last try to make it through And you won't say a word I'm surprised you haven't heard I'm trying not to love you I'm trying not to love you