Early in the 90s, around age 5 when we first met 
It wasn’t complicated, what was too tough we kept unsaid 
We grew up without any struggle, soulmates till the end 
But are we lovers or just friends? 
I guess I couldn’t help it, but we were young, how could 
I know? You saw me as a brother, you were afraid for me to show 
This fairytale could last forever, but forever didn’t last 
I feel completely left alone 
As if I’m on drugs 
I cannot decide, 
I cannot decide what’s good and what’s wrong 
No I can’t clear my mind, it only makes things worse 
I cannot decide, 
I cannot decide 
As if I’m on drugs 
Now it’s all vague between us, the bond we had is now far gone 
I want to fix our heartbreak, and that puts you and me to hold 
That everything would be unreal, that all is passing by 
The damage’s done, there’s no way out 
As if I’m on drugs 
I cannot decide, 
I cannot decide what’s good and what’s wrong 
No I can’t clear my mind, it only makes things worse 
I cannot decide, 
I cannot decide 
I cannot decide, 
I cannot decide, as if 
I’m on drugs 
I cannot decide, 
I cannot decide what’s good and what’s wrong 
No I can’t clear my mind, it only makes things worse 
I cannot decide, cannot decide 
I cannot decide, 
I cannot decide, as if 
I’m on drugs 
As if I’m on drugs 
I cannot decide, 
I cannot decide 
I cannot decide, cannot decide, as if 
I’m on drugs 
I cannot decide, cannot decide