If I think about it
I am successful as it were
I get to sing for lovely people
all over this lovely world
And I am no where near as awkward
As I was when I was younger
I guess I'm one of those guys
who gets better looking as they age
And even though I have felt beaten down
by constant doubt
Depression and confusion
brought about by people's actions,death and tax forms
I keep getting up
And I am loved by all my friends and family
though there have been lots of raised eyebrows
and concerned glances lately
It doesn't matter to him
I could be anything
but I could never win his heart again
It doesn't matter to him
He took away my triple A pass
I am invisibe to him
And now I feel the soft pink flesh of my heart hardening
To the countless possibilities
contained within each day
Vulnerability feels like
a cold wet concrete room lit with
 florescent lighting
which as you know
makes everything look bad
 I still keep trying to figure out
 how I became irrelevant
 How I got myself evicted
 from his heart from one day to the next
And the worst part is
that even if I got an answer right now
 It will not change anything
 because we have become two strangers
 It doesn't matter to him
 I could be anything
 but I could never win his heart again
 It doesn't matter to him
 He took away my triple A pass
I am invisibe to him
It doesn't matter to him
I could be anything
but I could never win his heart again
It doesn't matter to him
He took away my triple A pass
I am invisibe to him