[00:36.500]If I think about it [00:38.500]I am successful as it were [00:42.500]I get to sing for lovely people [00:46.500]all over this lovely world [00:51.500]And I am no where near as awkward [00:55.500]As I was when I was younger [00:59.500]I guess I'm one of those guys [01:01.500]who gets better looking as they age [01:07.500]And even though I have felt beaten down [01:11.500]by constant doubt [01:13.500]Depression and confusion [01:16.800]brought about by people's actions,death and tax forms [01:22.500]I keep getting up [01:24.800]And I am loved by all my friends and family [01:29.500]though there have been lots of raised eyebrows [01:35.500]and concerned glances lately [01:39.500]It doesn't matter to him [01:43.800]I could be anything [01:46.500]but I could never win his heart again [01:54.500]It doesn't matter to him [01:59.500]He took away my triple A pass [02:03.500]I am invisibe to him [02:07.500]And now I feel the soft pink flesh of my heart hardening [02:15.500]To the countless possibilities [02:18.500]contained within each day [02:21.500]Vulnerability feels like [02:25.800]a cold wet concrete room lit with [02:30.500] florescent lighting [02:32.500]which as you know [02:34.500]makes everything look bad [02:37.500] I still keep trying to figure out [02:41.500] how I became irrelevant [02:45.500] How I got myself evicted [02:48.500] from his heart from one day to the next [02:53.500]And the worst part is [02:56.500]that even if I got an answer right now [03:00.500] It will not change anything [03:04.500] because we have become two strangers [03:10.500] It doesn't matter to him [03:15.500] I could be anything [03:18.500] but I could never win his heart again [03:25.500] It doesn't matter to him [03:30.500] He took away my triple A pass [03:34.500]I am invisibe to him [03:41.500]It doesn't matter to him [03:46.500]I could be anything [03:48.500]but I could never win his heart again [03:56.500]It doesn't matter to him [04:01.500]He took away my triple A pass [04:05.000]I am invisibe to him