[ar:Staz/John Michael]
[ti:Turn Back]
[00:12.43]Verse 1:
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[00:20.46]I'm writing suicidal notes, knowing it's just a beginning
[00:23.80]Reading through what I just wrote, now stop, I'm tired of sinning.It's just
[00:27.74]the first inning, but I can't turn back
[00:29.26]Got to move on to the next, and stay balling on the track
[00:31.60]The voice from deep inside of my mind, keeps yelling
[00:33.78]“Don't listen to what the whispers from inside, keep telling”But i just
[00:36.86]close my ears, dropping bloody tears, stressed
[00:38.43]Paranoid like I'm smoked up, hands on my vest
[00:41.31]Cursing God for being blessed with this shadows behind me
[00:44.67]Fear's fulfilling my chest, hope my skeletons won't find me
[00:47.19]Rewind me, get me back, “Damn who am I talking to?”
[00:49.77]Pour out a little light on a black corridor I'm walking through
[00:52.15]Flashbacks of visions keep on messing with my brain
[00:53.87]But dreams of money and fame, still passing through the pain
[00:57.50]It's insane, my celly's beeping, gotta hide all my stacks
[00:59.63]The first step was made, now I can't turn back
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[01:02.22]Chorus:
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[01:02.68]So many things that I've done that I know I did wrong
[01:07.18]So many people I've hurt, I can't go on
[01:12.04]Can somebody say, that I'm forgiven
[01:16.14]Even with the life I'm living
[01:19.65]Ooh, Maybe somehow, I can turn it all around
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[01:23.03]Verse 2:
[01:23.54]Sitting in the corner with knife in my veins
[01:25.46]Why couldn't I run away, why i missed by train
[01:28.34]Locked in chains, “How can I break these handcuffs man?”
[01:31.84]Thought I was a beast, but I am just a mancub, damn
[01:34.44]All these gangs and slang, how could I choose this path
[01:36.13]What do I deserve now, only hate and wrath
[01:38.65]It's like a cold bath, after boiling cashflow
[01:40.84]I know, and you know, means everybody knows
[01:43.32]There is nowhere to hide, death is already inside
[01:46.20]Keep my hand on my gun, now this my guide,
[01:48.88]Why couldn't I die before I learned to walk
[01:51.31]Cause everywhere I go - I get gridlocked
[01:54.63]Visions of my past keep messing with my brain
[01:57.16]But dreams of money and fame, still passing through the pain
[01:59.94]It's insane, my celly's beeping, gotta hide all my stacks
[02:02.37]Too many steps are made, now I can't turn back
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[02:04.91]Chorus:
[02:04.91]So many things that I've done that I know I did wrong
[02:08.70]So many people I've hurt, I can't go on
[02:14.28]Can somebody say, that I'm forgiven
[02:17.72]Even with the life I'm living
[02:20.09]Ooh, Maybe somehow, I can turn it all around
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[02:26.43]Talk:
[02:26.73]Yeah, you know what I'm saying
[02:28.81]That's the way it is man
[02:32.37]Sometimes it's like that, that I can't turn it all around man
[02:37.96]All I got to do is to move on, to the very end, to the very end
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[02:45.37]Chorus:
[02:45.67]So many things that I've done that I know I did wrong
[02:51.01]So many people I've hurt, I can't go on
[02:56.03]Can somebody say, that I'm forgiven
[02:59.63]Even with the life I'm living
[03:03.93]Ooh, Maybe somehow, I can turn it all around