[00:00.000]The sleepy reading of an empty magazine [00:06.947]A shiny lie, a thing to buy, a price you paid you gave in [00:14.512]It said you had no worth, no meaning to your birth [00:17.933]Don't even try to begin to speak, you're not unique, [00:21.564]You have no way to win, you're weak [00:23.981]You can't recover from your sin [00:27.511]Life is mean should happens and you suffer inside a smiling mask you had [00:33.688]It's never fair [00:35.140]Now you're the one who lied [00:38.094]And there, there you are the child who sees [00:44.573]It's terrified [00:46.550]Who copped a plea just to survive? [00:49.352]How are you gonna spill the truth? [00:51.861]That power, yeah, you're even now aliveness [00:56.665]You only tease it on its nerve like a loose tooth [01:03.525]Until you find a friend of open listening ears who knows you steady in a kind hold while you're shaking fear [01:17.678]The damming up of tears becomes habitual [01:21.893]And you have cursed yourself with scars it's like a ritual, a casual abuse [01:28.804]To confused with sex and easy piece of fiction [01:33.677]A violent neglect, adrenaline thrill [01:38.979]The frenzy feeding the sleepy reading of an empty magazine