After, after all
We are the same as we always were
We cover and carry on
Like everything’s copasetic and
Courage we felt at all
Feels like failure overcome
Sometimes 
I feel like 
I can't wake up
I'm trying to breathe
I wanna let go
So I can feel again
I break up
I'm trying to see
If I can let go
And I can feel again
Sober, we pulled it off
I'm clean and 
I'm cursed it's one and all
Forget the chemicals
Faking the sense of self and heart
Sometimes 
I feel like 
I can't wake up
I'm trying to breathe
I wanna let go
So I can feel again
I break up
I'm trying to see
If I can let go
And feel again
Wake upWake up(I'm not awake)
I'm slowly burning away(I'm not okay)
I'm falling flat on my face
Down on the pavement
I'm fighting the weight(I'm not awake)
I'm slowly burning away
Sometimes 
I feel like 
I can't wake up
I'm trying to breathe
I wanna let go
So I can feel again
I break up
I'm trying to see
If I can let go
And feel again
I'm not awake
Well, feel again
I'm not okay