Coming up over the Pacific end You might think I'm losing my mind But I will shy away from the specifics Cause I don't want you to know where I am In the saddest state it's ever been This is no place to try and live my life Stop right there! That's exactly where I lost it See that line? Where I never should've crossed it Stop right there! Where I never should've said that It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back I’m sorry for the person I became I’m sorry that it took so long for me to change Cause who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been Couldn't keep to myself enough And the things bottled inside That I'm to blow up And I heard the reverberating footsteps And I was positive that unless I got myself together I would watch me fall apart And I can't let that happen again Cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been This is no place to try and live my life I’m sorry that it took so long for me to change I’m ready to make sure I never become that way again Who I am hates who I've been I watched the proverbial sunrise Cause then you'll see my heart I’m ready to make sure I never become that way again I talk to absolutely no one Have finally begun to create so much pressure Syncing up to the beating of my heart I’m sorry for the person I became Cause who I am hates who I've been