[00:57.86]I'm scared of swimming in the sea
[01:01.35]Dark shapes moving under me
[01:04.55]Every fear I swallow makes me small
[01:12.17]Inconsequential things occur
[01:14.98]Alarms are triggered
[01:17.23]Memories stir
[01:19.13]It's not the way it has to be
[01:24.99]I'm afraid of what I do not know
[01:29.20]I hate being undermined
[01:32.50]I'm afraid I can be devil man
[01:36.66]And I'm scared to be divine
[01:40.10]Don't mess with me my fuse is short
[01:43.95]Beneath this skin these fragments caught
[01:47.53]When I allow it to be
[01:52.77]There's no control over me
[02:02.54]I have my fears
[02:09.33]But they do not have me
[02:20.62]Walking through the undergrowth
[02:25.92]To the house in the woods
[02:36.14]The deeper I go
[02:39.94]The darker it gets
[02:48.78]I peer through the window
[02:54.13]Knock at the door
[03:02.90]And the monster I was so afraid of
[03:11.76]Lies curled up on the floor
[03:22.48]Is curled up on the floor just like a baby boy
[03:36.70]I cry until I laugh
[03:49.55]I'm afraid of being mothered
[03:52.89]With my balls shut in the pen
[03:56.29]I'm afraid of loving women
[03:59.94]And I'm scared of loving men
[04:03.49]Flashbacks coming in every night
[04:06.78]Don't tell me everything's alright
[04:10.34]When I allow it to be
[04:17.20]It has no control over me
[04:26.11]I own my fear
[04:31.52]So it doesn't own me
[04:43.58]Walking through the undergrowth
[04:49.88]To the house in the woods
[04:54.90]The deeper I go
[05:03.05]The darker it gets
[05:10.59]I peer through the window
[05:19.03]Knock at the door
[05:26.25]And the monster I was so afraid of
[05:33.82]Lies curled up on the floor
[05:45.98]Is curled up on the floor just like a baby boy
[06:00.23]I cry until I laugh