All things aside I gave enough of my time I lost a dozen friends of mine But I don't think it will be long now Please tell me that you won't be long I hate my body I love your taste Bird stirring in my chest You give and take away Restless limb, restless mind How time will test its teeth Oh god We lived unloved in unmade beds You wore me like a necklace You closed me Like a locket Became something Bloated with doubt Bullied by love Too small for eyes Too small for eyes I think I’m at my best When nothing's needing me Walked softly as I could And still I stepped on all their feet I want to apologize to everyone I see I want to apologize to everyone I meet Ha-ha Ha Ha Ha