I used to get down,
Get crazy, Not care!
You couldn't phase me,
I was waiting for the world to end,
Never thought that I could feel again,
I wasted time gettin' plastered,
My friends I outlasted,
One by one they began to die,
For some reason I was still alive,
I opened up my eyes,
You brought me back to life,
You're the light in the dark,
You keep me holdin' on,
I'm not runnin,
I will never be ashamed,
I'm not the same,
I'm not angry,
I'm still learning from the pain,
I'm not the same- Anymore!

I used to break hearts, so dirty,
Invincible, you couldn't hurt me,
I was flying high above the ground,
No one coulda' ever shot me down,
I lied for no reason, Incapable of all feeling,
Taking everything there was to take,
Got caught up living like a fake,
I'm not runnin,
I will never be ashamed,
I'm not the same,
I'm not angry,
I'm still learning from the pain,
I'm not the same- Anymore!

Always lyin to myself, woah ooo oh,
Always runnin' from myself,
Woah ooo oh, woah ooo oh,
I'm not runnin,
I will never be ashamed,
I'm not the same,
I'm not angry,
I'm still learning from the pain,
I'm not the same- Anymore!

I'm not lyin' to myself anymore...