Yeah you know sometimes I feel
So out of touch with life
It just seems like I'm lost and directionless
Simply in the middle of nowhere
With no clue how to get back home
It's in these times of loneliness though
I realize the value of my loved ones and inversely
How much I take them for granted
It's funny how it's easier to appreciate the warmth of your relationships
Between family and friends while you're suffering in the cold
I just hope I get my message across to them
Yeah
Before it's too late
All in part
With the knowledge
A spark
In the darkness
An artist
The part
With a heart
For catharsis
Hard fists
Frostbitten scarred lips
Resonate the gift
Reminiscent of guitar picks
So while I go on to the farthest
The waters uncharted
The sun doesn't rise
Like a shark in a tar pit
Let's follow the stars
Right back where we started
That's ironic
I've been lost since I departed
The thrill is long gone
My soul is so cold
The quest now unfolds
Composure won't hold
I'm alone as I lust
For the trust that I know
On a dark road
Covered in a gust of a snow
One touch from the wind's
Like a knife to the skin
Take the burden
Of my sin from within
And behold my stone
Heart's froze to the bone
Up above the dome
Is a full moon no glow
A syndicate of snowflakes
Quick to be hitting me
A white blizzard
Eliminate the visibility
Critically conditioned
I'm lingering with infirmities
Frozen land
Each step feels like eternity
And Mother Nature
Ain't showing me any courtesy
Below freezing
Suck the life outta mercury
I wake up a nap
Take a drink from the flask
And walk the black path
On the brink I collapse
All eyes glued to the moon
With the pursuit for the truth
As I move to the tune
There ain't much I can do
Trapped in a frozen tomb
In the sadness of night
Navigate through the woods
In the absence of life
With the clothes on my back
Backpack of uncertainty
And certainly
I know the cold is gonna murder me
And as I'm still alive
I can picture every pace
And I still can't feel
Both hands on my face
And am I even half way
Blood cold like a murderer
Starting to believe
My trajectory is circular
I've been here before
I pray to be delivered
But I'm gullible the prison always
I'm a sinner
Maintain as they say
Try to spark up a flame
But regardless
I remained in the same place
Nonetheless life freedom
I'm determined to wager
So God up in heaven
Listen to our prayer
I would kill to survive
So provide me the remedy
And when I step inside
And I replied with a pride
With a pride with a pride
When implied was a warning
Only now I understand
The advice set before me
They told me and restored me
They tried their best to ward me
I said not to worry
That's the end of the story
I'm sick and deformed
And I miss being warm
So stitch up my spirit
My soul is so torn
So God hoist up the light
Fill the void in my heart
Something's missing like a night
Sky devoid of the stars
I've lost my innocence
No more toys in the yard
Only bots in my skin
Now poison the scars
I hate resentment
So lost for repentence
My body would rather die
Before it ever gets corrected
The future is uncertain
If I end up lamented
Oh God up in heaven
I'm in need of intervention
I'm so sorry
And I swear to you I meant it
Every second on this planet
Feels like a life sentence
If I could reverse life
I would choke down my pride
Show myself it's just a quick way
To the exit
I wanna say sorry
I'm sorry I didn't listen
And help me deserve forgiveness
For my hard headed decisions
I'd bow and beg
Until my own back
I'm sorry because I know
This has all been said before
I swear my rebellion is unhealthy
I come on bent knees
Now please
Will you help me
And I chose to be deserted
Now I know it wasn't worth it
If you open up the door
I know I don't even deserve it
I'm certain
With every impulse that my nerves give
I manipulate my body
To disciplining my worthlessness
But only if I see you again
And that's what I would have said if my life didn't end
So I depart
With this last one-sided correspondence
Saying the same thing
In my mind a thesaurus
Alone in the heavens
With a scar on my heart
As I resonate the gift
From regrets in my heart
So I wander the farthest
The waters uncharted
The sun didn't rise
So my body felt hardest
If only you could hear me
As my soul is above you
I wish before I died
I would have told you I love you