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[00:01.084]Yeah you know sometimes I feel
[00:02.043]So out of touch with life
[00:02.997]It just seems like I'm lost and directionless
[00:05.133]Simply in the middle of nowhere
[00:06.589]With no clue how to get back home
[00:09.053]It's in these times of loneliness though
[00:10.441]I realize the value of my loved ones and inversely
[00:12.994]How much I take them for granted
[00:18.897]It's funny how it's easier to appreciate the warmth of your relationships
[00:22.179]Between family and friends while you're suffering in the cold
[00:28.977]I just hope I get my message across to them
[00:32.485]Yeah
[00:35.642]Before it's too late
[00:37.200]All in part
[00:37.652]With the knowledge
[00:38.203]A spark
[00:38.705]In the darkness
[00:39.357]An artist
[00:39.759]The part
[00:40.242]With a heart
[00:41.094]For catharsis
[00:41.445]Hard fists
[00:42.893]Frostbitten scarred lips
[00:44.200]Resonate the gift
[00:45.001]Reminiscent of guitar picks
[00:46.494]So while I go on to the farthest
[00:47.796]The waters uncharted
[00:48.898]The sun doesn't rise
[00:49.659]Like a shark in a tar pit
[00:51.135]Let's follow the stars
[00:52.138]Right back where we started
[00:53.042]That's ironic
[00:53.995]I've been lost since I departed
[00:55.797]The thrill is long gone
[00:57.000]My soul is so cold
[00:58.003]The quest now unfolds
[00:59.095]Composure won't hold
[01:00.348]I'm alone as I lust
[01:01.601]For the trust that I know
[01:02.753]On a dark road
[01:03.657]Covered in a gust of a snow
[01:05.061]One touch from the wind's
[01:06.402]Like a knife to the skin
[01:07.659]Take the burden
[01:08.411]Of my sin from within
[01:09.714]And behold my stone
[01:10.666]Heart's froze to the bone
[01:11.918]Up above the dome
[01:13.021]Is a full moon no glow
[01:14.372]A syndicate of snowflakes
[01:15.453]Quick to be hitting me
[01:16.859]A white blizzard
[01:17.658]Eliminate the visibility
[01:19.411]Critically conditioned
[01:20.562]I'm lingering with infirmities
[01:21.515]Frozen land
[01:21.868]Each step feels like eternity
[01:23.625]And Mother Nature
[01:24.777]Ain't showing me any courtesy
[01:25.982]Below freezing
[01:26.606]Suck the life outta mercury
[01:28.439]I wake up a nap
[01:29.442]Take a drink from the flask
[01:30.929]And walk the black path
[01:31.880]On the brink I collapse
[01:32.761]All eyes glued to the moon
[01:34.015]With the pursuit for the truth
[01:35.267]As I move to the tune
[01:36.230]There ain't much I can do
[01:37.555]Trapped in a frozen tomb
[01:38.756]In the sadness of night
[01:39.860]Navigate through the woods
[01:40.964]In the absence of life
[01:42.169]With the clothes on my back
[01:43.273]Backpack of uncertainty
[01:44.999]And certainly
[01:45.601]I know the cold is gonna murder me
[01:47.454]And as I'm still alive
[01:48.460]I can picture every pace
[01:49.313]And I still can't feel
[01:50.416]Both hands on my face
[01:51.720]And am I even half way
[01:52.873]Blood cold like a murderer
[01:53.897]Starting to believe
[01:54.901]My trajectory is circular
[01:56.355]I've been here before
[01:57.408]I pray to be delivered
[01:58.561]But I'm gullible the prison always
[02:00.114]I'm a sinner
[02:01.065]Maintain as they say
[02:02.070]Try to spark up a flame
[02:03.273]But regardless
[02:03.828]I remained in the same place
[02:05.480]Nonetheless life freedom
[02:06.832]I'm determined to wager
[02:07.836]So God up in heaven
[02:09.190]Listen to our prayer
[02:10.393]I would kill to survive
[02:11.446]So provide me the remedy
[02:12.749]And when I step inside
[02:13.702]And I replied with a pride
[02:15.107]With a pride with a pride
[02:16.611]When implied was a warning
[02:17.565]Only now I understand
[02:18.166]The advice set before me
[02:19.670]They told me and restored me
[02:20.524]They tried their best to ward me
[02:21.906]I said not to worry
[02:22.960]That's the end of the story
[02:24.163]I'm sick and deformed
[02:25.264]And I miss being warm
[02:26.567]So stitch up my spirit
[02:27.568]My soul is so torn
[02:28.921]So God hoist up the light
[02:29.972]Fill the void in my heart
[02:31.126]Something's missing like a night
[02:32.179]Sky devoid of the stars
[02:33.481]I've lost my innocence
[02:34.284]No more toys in the yard
[02:35.662]Only bots in my skin
[02:37.195]Now poison the scars
[02:37.897]I hate resentment
[02:38.955]So lost for repentence
[02:40.560]My body would rather die
[02:41.461]Before it ever gets corrected
[02:42.513]The future is uncertain
[02:43.915]If I end up lamented
[02:45.216]Oh God up in heaven
[02:46.417]I'm in need of intervention
[02:47.522]I'm so sorry
[02:48.580]And I swear to you I meant it
[02:50.138]Every second on this planet
[02:50.990]Feels like a life sentence
[02:52.092]If I could reverse life
[02:53.047]I would choke down my pride
[02:54.399]Show myself it's just a quick way
[02:55.901]To the exit
[02:56.995]I wanna say sorry
[02:57.948]I'm sorry I didn't listen
[02:58.801]And help me deserve forgiveness
[03:00.352]For my hard headed decisions
[03:01.606]I'd bow and beg
[03:02.560]Until my own back
[03:03.266]I'm sorry because I know
[03:04.922]This has all been said before
[03:06.835]I swear my rebellion is unhealthy
[03:08.537]I come on bent knees
[03:09.589]Now please
[03:09.988]Will you help me
[03:10.895]And I chose to be deserted
[03:12.051]Now I know it wasn't worth it
[03:13.205]If you open up the door
[03:14.409]I know I don't even deserve it
[03:15.558]I'm certain
[03:16.282]With every impulse that my nerves give
[03:17.786]I manipulate my body
[03:18.877]To disciplining my worthlessness
[03:20.748]But only if I see you again
[03:22.302]And that's what I would have said if my life didn't end
[03:24.711]So I depart
[03:25.412]With this last one-sided correspondence
[03:27.302]Saying the same thing
[03:28.206]In my mind a thesaurus
[03:29.660]Alone in the heavens
[03:30.563]With a scar on my heart
[03:31.867]As I resonate the gift
[03:32.919]From regrets in my heart
[03:33.971]So I wander the farthest
[03:35.386]The waters uncharted
[03:36.538]The sun didn't rise
[03:37.539]So my body felt hardest
[03:38.695]If only you could hear me
[03:39.873]As my soul is above you
[03:41.125]I wish before I died
[03:42.208]I would have told you I love you