What happens when life breaks down? When there is systemic contradiction? My name symbolized all that was corrupt to society. His name symbolized all that was pure. And I was being hailed in the embrace of the man who was pure. And these inviolable sanctities were preserved in those ten words. And it is the de-sacralization of all of these that has put us in the mess that we find ourselves. Isn't it true, alas it is much worse. A person may end up believing in anything. Think of what it is when God himself puts his arms around you and says "Welcome home". What happens when life breaks down? When there is systemic contradiction? My name symbolized all that was corrupt to society. His name symbolized all that was pure. And I was being hailed in the embrace of the man who was pure. Think of what it is when God himself puts his arms around you and says "Welcome home".