Oh lay it down Lay it down Lay it down again Men can live as brothers Candles in the rain.. From the independent hip hop scene Now they talkin' like How I'm not a hip hop fiend Needle in my arm, can't they see I'm O.D.'in You'll never take the strife from this triple O.G. in I blaze trails Created festivals Lost fifty G's on Paid Dues, is that acceptable What? I'm not down for the cause (Hold on, Mike) I'm a need a few bars I could've done the Nas and scream, "Hip Hop Is Dead" I got up off my ass and I did somethin' instead Signed with the devil, brought the scene up a level Killed the beast from within, I'm a born again rebel Tryin' to save the youth From the way of the gun And if I only save one, then my job is done So you can say what you will, but you should judge me none From my God, from my faith, as I move place to place Times I thought, "If I could just die, it'd be great" Drop on the spot, man, I didn't even care I stopped talkin' to you, I stopped sayin' prayers Numb from the liquor and the anti-depressants Pressure from the label, studio stressin' Almost lost my passion to persue this profession From myself, from my soul, when I'm out on the road I give so much shout to these kids, I don't know I thought I lost you, with no one to talk to But you're the one that open up these doors that I walk through I can't fault you, only forgive you I'm the only one that seen the pain that you been through The drama, the struggle that built all your issues The drama, the struggle, that built all these issues Is all just to make sure they never forget you