[00:00.55]Your long hair a short walk [00:08.27]My biggest fear and a slow watch [00:15.86]The thin air my ribs creak [00:23.87]Like wooden dining chairs when you see me [00:31.88]Always scared [00:37.41]That every situation ends the same [00:46.46]With the blank stare me in the tap water [00:55.11]Circling the sink drain [01:01.31]Because it's heavy [01:08.39]I'm trying really hard [01:17.04]To keep my nose clean [01:23.83]The blue out of my arms [01:32.47]But it's not easy [01:40.25]It's not easy [01:48.03]When what you think of me is important [01:56.45]And I know it shouldn't be so damn important [02:03.96]But it is to me [02:10.79]And I'm only ever screaming at myself in public [02:25.52]I know I shouldn't act this way in public [02:33.36]I know I shouldn't make my friends all worry [02:41.12]When I go out at night and grind my teeth like sutures [02:52.67]My mouth like a wound [02:56.60]When I stay up and throw my voice about you [03:04.30]Or less about you and more about how I ruined [03:14.52]Everything I think could be good news