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[00:12.92]I wake up on the pavement still drunk I must have also been in some kind of fight this time.
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[00:26.36]I wish I was a character in a TV show then the only I'd worry about would be relationships.
[00:38.49]
[00:40.27]How could you? Katie said you walked her all the way home through the snow last night.
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[00:52.87]But you never told her how you felt not even a year later when she got so sick and passed away on that cold Christmas day.
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[01:19.86]I work really hard at working too hard, I'll stay up till two like successful people do.
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[01:32.95]After the service we always have coffee and I always the only one standing by myself.
[01:45.75]
[01:46.32]Because it's easier to suffer than it is to take responsibility.
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[01:59.77]I will find peace after a few drinks or when I am asleep.
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[02:12.76]So as I'm coughing blood it hits me that I may have always done my best to avoid the things I found hard.
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[02:26.49]I try to sit up and reach my cell phone but my heart stops and I stare up at the snow falling down.
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[02:40.85]Buried under soft white snow when carols fill the air angels we have heard on high.
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[03:26.57]Scott said life is hard, I know easy feels just like being dead.