Deranged from the blood stains
All over my brain
Just another day
This killer train is riding down your way
I'm ****ing starting to unthread
These voices that's in my head
I got a romance with the dead
And sleeping in river beds
Damaging my organs
To me they just ain't important
I'm a different kind of breed
The one that don't even breathe
The one you ain't gotta feed
Just rob and take what I need
****in' product of the $uicide
****in' spawn of Satan
Cutting on my wrist
While these women fornicating
I'm debating to take my life
Forsaking by sacrafice
Mistaken for something nice
Pile of ashes is my final form
Got a roll of duct tape
And a rag soaked in chloroform
Flies swarm because my body's warm
Shatter the urn
See my blowing in the wind
Like a scattered storm
Grey matter splattered
In front of the corner store
Saw that when I was 14
Walking around the 2nd ward
Send him to the 7th floor
Ended up with floor seats
To something I didn't want to see
Now that scene is in my head
Every time I go to sleep
When I dream I rest in peace
Knowing I'll be dead
Earth will be my final bed
Poison me with lead
Inject it into my ****ing head
Pressure Pressure
How do I dear deal with all this pressure
In my way
It's in my lungs
It's in my thoughts
It's in my brain
A guilty conscience some might say
I'm paranoid and locked away
A withering weed in the garden
That God wasn't suppose to save
(Locked up in an open grave)
Reading King James Bible
With a couple quotes erased
But kept the ones that made me smile
Do I really see everything for what it is
Or is it that I can't see anything
With such a bad case of denial
When I die then put my body in a boat
And light it on fire push me out to sea
And let the wind do what I mighta
No matter whatever I feel about anything
It wasn't until I burned all my bridges
It made my future brighter