[00:02.40]i need somebody won't u help me
[00:10.35]I need somebody won't you tell me who I am
[00:18.04]I need somebody please please help me
[00:22.73]I need somebody u must tell me who I am
[00:30.23]I've been livin a lie so long it seems I've lived a life time
[00:36.22]If u could see what I feel it would make your ghetto lood like heaven
[00:42.04]And I believe it stems down from my family situation
[00:48.22]I never liked my old man
[00:52.15]I couldn't stand to be around him
[00:55.28]Sometimes I sit all alone just starin at his picture
[01:00.58]My heart turns to stone and I think of this
[01:06.41]You never loved me you never held me tight
[01:10.85]instead u shook me like a beast to wake me up at night
[01:14.04]u tried to make me think that your ways were best
[01:17.67]when all I was was an outlet for all your stress
[01:20.04]Life it's the ultimate sin
[01:22.75]A game with no rules that you're expected to win
[01:26.01]My personal hell's hidden with a grin
[01:28.88]'Dad take the stand and let the trial begin'
[01:32.01]U said that oil and water don't mix though it seems cool
[01:35.76]Keep with your own and don't fuck up our gene pool
[01:38.63]U should've went to school like your bigger brother
[01:41.19]but you played the fool with a different color
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[01:45.00]Runnin' ship with a whip
[01:46.74]I tried to keep up but I kept getting tripped
[01:50.57]Money made u so wise
[01:52.72]how could u look thru my face and not see your own eyes
[01:56.89]Do as i say and not as I do
[01:59.71]but I can't cuz when I look in the mirror I see u
[02:03.20]And oh the pain how it hurts
[02:05.83]it was always your home and your business that came first
[02:09.65]U said a man is as good as his word
[02:12.16]but your mind was closed and mine never herd
[02:14.72]They say the nut don't fall far from the tree
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[02:24.93]look at u then look at me...
[02:27.19]U ain't nothin to me u've never been to me
[02:30.06]And all u ever gave a damn about was money see
[02:33.31]So now fuck u man you ain't shit to me
[02:36.31]And it's the day that I die of this hate that I'm free
[02:39.87]Now I know growin up son that it ain't always been easy
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[02:57.27]and I know at times I was not always there for you
[03:03.27]We never spent much time just talkin or havin a good time
[03:10.01]but understand growin up son I never had a dime
[03:15.89]So I worked my ass off and I put myself thru college
[03:21.44]and everything I have to this day u know I built it all
[03:27.64]Oh I wish I could go back and change the years that's lost between us
[03:34.07]I wish I could take back some of the things I said to you
[03:40.26]Son I said I'm sorry...
[03:46.03]Son I said I'm sorry but still u resent me so
[03:52.65]Son I said I'm sorry and why do u resent me so
[03:58.34]I always loved u I always cared for u
[04:02.22]just never wanted U to go thru what I've been thru
[04:05.34]I tried to raise my fuckin family just the best I know
[04:08.53]and now I'm hated like the devil and for what I don't know
[04:11.84]Dahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
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