I've got problems, so i write them in a book for me to see they're all mine so no one else will get to read my thoughts,my schemes and hopes and dreams put them away,just for a rainy day. I don't talk much, never found much reasoning to speak. Weather chats and pets are for the weak, and drained, and socially restrained... I don't really care about your stupid cat. I don't get out much, never been to fond of company. Better with the T.V. and just me. One mouth to feed instead of three, or four, with them it's just a chore. It's simply great when there's always plenty more. I fell in love once, she kicked me to the curb one summer night. It scared me half to death, but I'm alright. She was crazy as a bug that doesn't bite, or pinch, or crawl over your skin. I think about it, 'till my stomach starts to spin. Sure I get lonely, and wish for someone else to call my own. It's harder than it looks to be alone, and down, and out, and cold... How I wish that you and I could just grow old.