[00:34.259]As if you didn't know how it feels to lose.
[00:42.385]As if you didn't know how it feels to lose at dice with fate.
[01:12.046]
[01:41.505]At least have some dignity.
[02:17.490]As if it wasn't a lifetime spent on connecting the dots,
[02:29.482]there was no pattern.
[02:33.461]As if the irony was more than a defense mechanism
[02:43.839]and we could actually laugh for a change.
[02:49.651]As if steel hooks in our backs were more than a nuisance
[02:59.902]and we could actually feel something.
[03:04.821]
[03:40.005]Self crucified - missed the right tree.
[03:51.247]Tore the wrong eye out.
[03:53.929]The hissing of hellfire.
[04:05.646]Self crucified - missed the right tree.
[04:16.919]For this I've gained a victory.
[04:22.466]I burn as I ought to.
[04:28.623]As if everything was to be made right one day,
[04:38.843]dreams don't come true for people like us.
[04:49.517]As if the gods were bored with peace in our hearts
[04:56.171]and their fingers are itchy.
[05:00.705]As if we never broke people out of sheer boredom
[05:10.558]and slept calmly among the wastes.
[05:36.808]And then, we see bright and clear.
[05:40.082]
[06:31.223]As if we would be someone else,
[06:37.500]while mindlessly wandering through the mountains.
[06:44.023]As if we would be someone better,
[06:49.750]spelling purgatory in Latin alphabet.
[07:27.201]Self crucified - missed the right tree.
[07:38.382]Tore the wrong eye out.
[07:41.051]The hissing of hellfire.
[07:52.738]Self crucified - missed the right tree.
[08:04.065]For this I've gained a victory.
[08:09.882]I burn as I ought to.
[08:13.562]As if all this was something more
[08:19.949]than another footnote on a postcard from nowhere,
[08:27.086]another chapter in the handbook for exercises in futility...