[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [00:00.29]Am I the only one I know [00:05.96]Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat [00:11.26]Shadows will scream that I'm alone [00:28.33]I-I-I I've got a migraine [00:30.89]And my pain will range from up, down, and sideways [00:33.43]Thank God it's Friday cause Fridays will always be better than Sundays [00:36.77]'Cause Sundays are my suicide days [00:39.16]I don't know why they always seem so dismal [00:41.74]Thunderstorms, clouds, snow and a slight drizzle [00:44.46]Whether it's the weather or the ledges by my bed [00:47.01]Sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head [00:50.33]Let it be said what the headache represents [00:52.47]It's me defending in suspense [00:53.75]It's me suspended in a defenseless test [00:56.07]Being tested by a ruthless examiner [00:58.65]That's represented best by my depressing thoughts [01:03.85]I do not have writer's block my writer just hates the clock [01:06.38]It will not let me sleep I guess I'll sleep when I'm dead [01:08.94]And sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head [01:12.19]Am I the only one I know [01:17.58]Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat [01:22.90]Shadows will scream that I'm alone [01:27.80]But I know, we've made it this far, kid [01:38.61]Yeah yeah yeah [01:45.18]I am not as fine as I seem [01:47.20]Pardon, me for yelling and telling you green gardens [01:50.44]Are not what's growing in my psyche, it's a different me [01:53.16]A difficult beast feasting on burnt down trees [01:55.80]Freeze frame, please let me paint a mental picture portrait [01:58.89]Something you won't forget, it's all about my forehead [02:01.70]And how it is a door that hold's back contents [02:04.41]That makes Pandora's box contents look non-violent [02:07.45]Behind my eyelids are islands of violence [02:09.86]My mind ship-wrecked this is the only land my mind could find [02:13.51]I did not know it was such a violent island [02:15.68]Full of tidal waves, suicidal crazed lions [02:18.16]They're trying to eat me, blood running down their chin [02:20.88]And I know that I can fight, or I can let the lion win [02:23.56]I begin to assemble what weapons I can find [02:26.28]'Cause sometimes to stay alive you gotta kill your mind [02:29.32]Am I the only one I know [02:34.56]Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat [02:40.14]Shadows will scream that I'm alone [02:45.66]But I know, we've made it this far, kid [03:02.78]And I will say that we should take a day to break away [03:04.96]From all the pain our brain has made, the game is not played alone [03:07.95]And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it [03:10.58]And keep it frozen and know that life has a hopeful undertone [03:13.51]And I will say that we should take a day to break away [03:15.88]From all the pain our brain has made, the game is not played alone [03:18.98]And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it [03:21.43]And keep it frozen and know that life has a hopeful undertone [03:24.41]Am I the only one I know [03:29.80]Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat [03:35.36]Shadows will scream that I'm alone [03:40.21]But I know, we've made it this far, kid [03:50.84]Made it this far? [03:56.05]Made it this