[00:00.01]Truman (Explicit) - Lil *************y
[00:01.35]Hey man man
[00:05.50]Hey hey
[00:10.01]I guess y'all on board
[00:11.72]Young man couldn't leave that shore
[00:13.52]Had the life they made for him
[00:15.24]'til he seeked out more
[00:16.16]Boat rock couldn't see that storm
[00:18.18]Held it up dawg
[00:19.15]He know he close
[00:20.11]It's too late to jump *************p hey
[00:21.70]Aw damn aw damn
[00:23.31]You that mother******** *************t
[00:24.61]I know
[00:25.23]This here became a trip cabo
[00:26.65]Up in the womb but you can feel it
[00:28.85]when I kick it I know
[00:29.69]And you too u2 must be rockin'
[00:31.56]with lil *************y bono
[00:32.20]It's like I hit the lotto
[00:33.60]I had to hit the wall though
[00:34.98]I couldn't see it for a minute
[00:36.26]*************t was hidden waldo
[00:37.62]They treat it like I'm goin' crazy
[00:39.07]I'm just prayin' I don't
[00:40.36]It's just I know
[00:41.71]It's just I know
[00:43.19]I saw the world like hold up
[00:44.63]Damn near fakin' on the side
[00:46.27]Let me take you on a ride
[00:47.83]Let me tell you bout the one
[00:49.34]who couldn't take the 9 to 5
[00:50.46]Use to take the 95 down to richmond
[00:52.37]Bumpin' jigga up in the ride
[00:53.94]Use to think along and drive
[00:55.11]'Bout my drive
[00:55.81]Used to wonder why
[00:56.80]Used to wonder when the world'l see
[00:58.91]like I'm seein' mine
[00:59.50]Use to whine
[01:00.20]Use to wanna *************ne
[01:01.18]Used to wanna dine
[01:02.16]Used to talk to ******* in my mind
[01:03.94]when they were walking' by
[01:05.45]Girl what's happenin' girl what's happenin'
[01:07.73]I ain't really 'bout to get involved that's
[01:09.80]what's happenin'
[01:10.32]Errything I knew was unevolved like a baptist
[01:12.91]Layin' on my matress
[01:14.19]Prayin' I could have this and
[01:15.74]Now when I get tinder matches
[01:17.03]They think they've been catfished
[01:18.49]Now I been controlling how we living like a facist
[01:21.00]Now I got this weight up off
[01:22.78]my shoulders like a strapless
[01:23.55]Remember this *************t was hapless
[01:24.91]Remember the day it happened
[01:25.78]Aw you the *************t dave you be killin'
[01:28.19]everything you did
[01:29.55]Got the whole world talking all about what you did
[01:31.49]Got your old girl talking all about what you is
[01:34.16]Got your old world looking like it's his you ain't here
[01:36.83]I been ******' for the ************* of it
[01:38.58]And one of the ******* I been ******' with
[01:40.24]Been wondering how
[01:41.32]I can work this much and stomach it
[01:42.46]She wonders what I want from it
[01:43.84]I said we don't gotta get into it
[01:45.67]She like nah just do it
[01:46.86]She a psychology student
[01:48.05]She always followin' up
[01:49.77]Find the guy to be amusing as *************
[01:51.51]Usually I'll answer her truthfully
[01:53.00]But truthfully I'm unusually
[01:54.94]used to being unusually good
[01:56.14]At internalizing when music is not provided
[01:58.64]But I humor hoe
[01:59.56]Ask her if she ever saw the truman show
[02:01.52]She like yeah
[02:02.43]I like well when I saw that *************t
[02:03.87]I was convinced I was living like jim
[02:05.48]A similar situation where
[02:06.84]I was the basis of everyone's entertainment
[02:08.74]Like really up in the ba******t talking to y'all
[02:11.21]In the mirror because I thought lil david was some american hero
[02:14.54]I know it's selfish and all
[02:16.05]But I just felt it's my call
[02:17.40]I was a ten year old then
[02:18.77]By 2010 I was wrong
[02:20.18]I'm like
[02:20.70]Aw damn aw damn
[02:21.81]You the mother******** though
[02:23.11]I know
[02:23.85]That *************t became a trip cabo
[02:25.22]Up in the womb but you can feel it
[02:27.41]when I kick it I know
[02:28.14]And you too u2 must be rockin' with lil *************y bono
[02:30.69]It's like I hit the lotto
[02:32.15]I had to hit the wall though
[02:33.60]I couldn't see it for a minute
[02:34.94]*************t was hidden waldo
[02:36.28]They treat it like I'm goin' crazy
[02:37.70]I'm just playing I don't
[02:38.97]It's just I know
[02:40.33]It's just I know
[02:41.79]Twenty three bars up in my apartment
[02:43.71]I am debarred
[02:44.91]Gotta do this *************t
[02:45.81]I gotta recharge
[02:46.75]But I gotta be smart
[02:48.09]Movin' up that ladder company
[02:49.64]Star ************* it that ain't nothing
[02:51.30]I am the star
[02:52.27]Spittin' like a retard
[02:53.50]Work was like a prison
[02:54.54]I'm just seein' bars
[02:55.70]My boss was all up in my camp
[02:57.28]And I'm just seein' lars
[02:58.32]I been a heavyweight muhammad ali
[03:00.04]And if he can mold that out of clay
[03:01.95]Then I can turn the lil d
[03:03.26]So now I'm snappin' like I'm truman
[03:04.62]But off and on
[03:05.82]There's always something in the way
[03:07.34]I should be often gone
[03:08.62]Girl I'm sorry if this draggin'
[03:10.08]I just need you to imagine
[03:11.38]Being stuck up on the land without a captain
[03:13.34]When everyday is average
[03:14.90]And everyday you feelin' like a captive
[03:16.90]And feel like something seriously lackin'
[03:18.82]And then you fear what could happen
[03:20.37]if you just leave it
[03:21.10]On the table like napkins
[03:22.13]But yo you really fearin' hitting
[03:23.96]them rappin's and leaving everything behind
[03:25.52]Cause you don't know what that horizon brings
[03:28.11]But girl you gotta know what kind of fish you is
[03:31.02]Survival instinct kicked in
[03:32.88]Sink or swim
[03:33.55]I flipped a playlist
[03:34.69]Quit my day gig
[03:35.87]Now I'm on a boat lonely island
[03:37.79]Irony and you still been tryin' to
[03:39.86]figure how I work this tirelessly
[03:40.84]But girl
[03:41.64]This is everything I've thought
[03:43.07]This for everything I've fought
[03:44.46]This for who I am to me becomes to y'all
[03:46.52]They telling me nah
[03:47.68]But I just be telling them yeah go
[03:49.65]I just be telling them yeah go
[03:50.79]I just be telling them yeah
[03:52.07]Tell 'em I'm gone yeah
[03:53.60]I just pretend I ain't scared go
[03:55.12]Don't even know I was there go
[03:56.43]Don't even know if I care
[03:57.45]Cause girl this is truman approachin' the wall
[03:59.94]Until I'm me I am nothing at all
[04:02.75]Until I'm free I will not see beyone
[04:05.33]I had to be who I was all along
[04:08.09]Ay crash
[04:09.41]I think I mighta broke it down
[04:11.16]Hoppin' on the ******' steps like ain't no around
[04:13.99]Open up that door you bet *************p ain't goin' down
[04:16.51]Guess the only thing left is to take a bow
[04:19.38]Aw damn aw damn
[04:20.65]You that mother******** *************t
[04:21.92]I know
[04:22.63]This *************p became a trip cabo
[04:24.18]Up in the womb but you can feel it
[04:25.93]when I kick it I know
[04:26.86]And you too u2 must be rockin' with lil *************y bono
[04:29.49]It's like I hit the lotto
[04:30.78]I had to hit the wall though
[04:32.27]I couldn't see it for a minute
[04:33.75]*************t was hidden waldo
[04:34.94]They treat it like I'm goin' crazy
[04:36.34]I'm just prayin' I don't
[04:37.64]It's just I know
[04:39.03]It's just I know
[04:40.55]Just I know ************* just I know echo
[04:42.93]That felt good
[04:44.78]Well that's all I got
[04:48.87]The show is over as they say
[04:52.26]Honestly I just think that part in the truman show
[04:54.72]Where his boat hits the wall is really the exact
[04:57.58]Moment that I'm at in my own life right now
[05:00.67]Uh metaphorically of course
[05:03.14]And I'm ready for - I think I'm read for it
[05:05.47]Like I've been thinkin' about it I think I'm ready
[05:07.73]I mean if I'm being completely transparent with y'all
[05:10.01]Uh like my lifestyle hasn't really changed that much
[05:13.17]Uh you know considering uh where I think I'm at musically
[05:17.34]Like I'm still at the point right
[05:19.02]now where pretty much any *************
[05:20.54]That tweets at me anything remotely flirtatious
[05:23.49]I have seen not just one of your pictures
[05:26.19]I have seen the entire catalog
[05:27.94]That's the type of *************t
[05:29.21]that's goin' down over here right now so
[05:31.02]I am definitely ready for that uh next
[05:34.15]step y'know what I'm sayin'
[05:34.79]I think it's close too
[05:36.37]I think it's close
[05:37.26]Like uh diddy tweeted about me
[05:40.39]Uh y'know that I don't know
[05:43.08]if he handles his own twitter
[05:44.73]I would assume he probably doesn't actually
[05:47.20]But like I'm so confident that I feel as though
[05:50.01]Like me and diddy will have a moment just about this outro
[05:53.10]Like when we're both sittin'
[05:54.21]next to each other smokin' cigars
[05:56.14]And being like ay remember when you said that *************t on that outro
[05:59.10]Like and I'm like yeah that's this is the exact moment I
[06:01.84]I did that for y'know what I'm sayin'
[06:03.90]Bring the - bring the beat back up I don't know why
[06:05.82]Like keep loop everything
[06:06.86]I wanna be talking for minutes
[06:07.88]Yeah uh y'know what I'm sayin'
[06:09.80]Like uh shout out my macbook pro
[06:12.18]Had that *************t since '09
[06:14.71]I made my first song ever on it
[06:16.86]Like when I called myself lil *************y
[06:18.33]I made my like ******' album song on that *************t
[06:21.17]And we survived baby
[06:22.89]Uh shoutout allen iverson larry david
[06:26.97]will smith and kobe bryant
[06:28.98]For makin' me the man that I am today
[06:31.33]Both on and off the court
[06:33.62]Shout out my mother
[06:36.02]What a great woman
[06:39.00]She's so mad I recorded these conversations
[06:40.72]She - she honestly went crazy
[06:43.33]It took so much convincing to allow this
[06:45.73]But she's awesome
[06:47.10]She's adapting to the rap game as we all are
[06:51.34]Look I just want to
[06:53.89]get this to a place where I can sell
[06:54.15]Tmz pictures of my actual asshole
[06:57.02]Heh y'know
[06:58.92]Cause well I I think that'd be such a feat
[07:01.93]If I could actually create like an alt alias
[07:04.44]And sell tmz pictures of my own asshole
[07:06.94]Like profit off of that
[07:08.76]That I would totally do it
[07:10.06]I don't know why seth rogen's not already doing it
[07:12.92]I don't I'm seein' the signs that it's not I'm
[07:15.26]I think I'm seein' the signs
[07:16.58]I hope I am
[07:17.50]If I'm really just misreading all these signs
[07:20.00]Then I am 100% gonna have
[07:22.62]like a legitimate nervous breakdown
[07:24.53]Uh at some point very soon
[07:26.44]So we'll find out about that
[07:28.76]But I see some signs
[07:29.75]Like like I really am not ******' that much
[07:32.08]But like the other day I did ************* a ************* to music
[07:35.92]Like I ****** a ************* to some miguel
[07:39.10]And that's kind of new for me if I'm being real
[07:41.16]Like I had never actually done it before
[07:43.28]But I was feelin' like I was some king *************t
[07:45.30]Y'know what I'm sayin'
[07:45.95]So I was like man imma *************
[07:47.19]this ************* to some miguel right now
[07:49.04]Uh actually to be completely real to you
[07:51.45]I I will never ************* a girl to music again
[07:53.59]I found the whole thing to feel like completely cliche
[07:56.31]Like I don't need my emotions dictated to me by like music
[07:59.52]It makes me feel like I'm in a tv scene
[08:01.67]Takes all the like realness out of
[08:04.33]the moment for me
[08:04.93]Like actually was actually super weirded out by it
[08:08.28]So but still like I am about to let my hair down
[08:11.51]And I don't know I just feel like it's all coming
[08:13.95]I feel like like I'm literally
[08:14.14]like about to find out about everything
[08:17.45]And it's exciting
[08:19.11]And I y'know I I had pinkeye last week
[08:23.33]And I remember thinkin' that as
[08:24.25]I like was like real down
[08:26.47]Cause I was like trying to keep recording and *************t
[08:28.28]But I was thinking what would michael jordan do
[08:30.33]And he would play through the pinkeye
[08:32.34]So that's why I'm in here
[08:33.45]I'm still not fully recovered y'know
[08:34.76]what I'm sayin'
[08:35.14]I I'm definitely clearin' up
[08:36.27]Like it's totally on the upswing
[08:38.57]But I just want you know I did record
[08:40.55]this *************t through pinkeye
[08:42.31]Alright I could talk for ******' years
[08:44.36]Legitimate years
[08:45.19]This is an outro to an out
[08:46.45]You see how long I talk with outros to songs
[08:48.33]But goddamn
[08:49.28]Look I need to get out of here
[08:50.75]I'm 'bout to go take a khalifa
[08:52.85]Rest up
[08:53.72]That's right I did invent that phrase just there
[08:55.66]Take a khalifa
[08:56.96]Y'know what I'm sayin'
[08:57.95]I also invented that's what she said
[08:59.30]But I get no credit for it
[09:01.32]Uh oh shoutout to ********s obviously
[09:05.32]Fundin' this whole operation
[09:06.86]Whatchu know about a kickstarter man
[09:08.84]Whatchu know about the best fans in the world
[09:10.92]Seriously
[09:13.13]Thank you guys I appreciate it
[09:14.46]Honestly you made my dreams come true and that's fact
[09:17.13]Couldn't have done this without y'all
[09:19.49]Uh I'd like to shoutout my *************
[09:22.14]I know y'know we haven't had the smoothest relation*************p
[09:25.48]But I feel as though by kind of
[09:28.53]putting our issues out there
[09:30.20]Like we have become something bigger
[09:33.84]than we could have become otherwise
[09:37.19]And hopefully soon you will be rewarded for
[09:40.55]your patience
[09:40.93]And I will be rewarded for my patience
[09:43.76]I and I respect you
[09:46.26]I'd like to shoutout my brain
[09:47.98]My brain got the hardest verse on the whole goddamn album
[09:51.25]I hope my brain starts getting some feature looks
[09:55.35]But he don't just hop on *************t
[09:58.40]************* I I got nothing left
[09:59.91]I'm out
[10:01.40]I'm a professional rapper
[10:03.45]Long live ld
[10:05.26]And in case I don't see ya
[10:07.11]Good afternoon good evening and goodnight
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