[ti:Ill Mind of Hopsin 7 ]
[ar:Hopsin]
[al:Pound Syndrome]
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[00:00.00]Ill Mind of Hopsin 7  - Hopsin
[00:40.23]Yo, ************* anybody I might alarm
[00:42.95]Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
[00:44.94]Taking some notes
[00:45.50]and then I write the song
[00:46.97]I'm staring down the road my life has gone
[00:48.80]Is this where I belong?
[00:49.67]Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
[00:51.95]My mental state is ******g me up
[00:53.65]And I pry the problem
[00:54.54]while asking you for some answers
[00:55.44]But we don't have that type of bond
[00:57.20]That my desires gone with the way
[00:58.91]that I've been living lately
[01:00.32]If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on
[01:02.33]Sick of this bull*************t, *************s call me a sellout
[01:04.54]Cause I hopped on Christianity
[01:05.74]so strongly then I fell out
[01:07.19]Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog
[01:09.05]with his tail down
[01:09.93]Feeling so damn humiliated
[01:10.72]because they looking
[01:11.30]at me like I'm hellbound
[01:12.42]What story should I tell now?
[01:13.56]I'll just expose the truth
[01:14.99]I'm so close to the ******g edge,
[01:16.08]I should be close to you
[01:17.35]But who the ************* are You?
[01:18.73]You never showed the proof
[01:20.04]And I'm only ******g human yo,
[01:21.19]what am I supposed to do?
[01:22.61]There's way too many different religions
[01:24.02]with vivid descriptions
[01:24.61]
[01:25.26]Begging all ******g men
[01:26.49]and women to listen
[01:27.58]I can't even beat my *************
[01:29.01]without getting convicted
[01:30.04]These ain't wicked decisions,
[01:31.35]I got different intentions
[01:32.62]I been itching to get it,
[01:33.97]I've been given assistance
[01:35.06]But the whole ******g system is twisted
[01:37.14]Now I'm dealing with this backlash
[01:38.50]because Marcus isn't a Christian
[01:40.46]And I've been told
[01:41.22]that my sinful life is an addiction
[01:42.42]
[01:43.31]But I can't buy it,
[01:44.67]it's just too hard to stand beside it
[01:46.24]I need an answer and humans can't provide it
[01:48.30]I look at the Earth and Sun
[01:49.50]and I can tell a genius man designed it
[01:51.10]It's truly mind blowing,
[01:52.28]I can't deny it
[01:53.32]Is heaven real? Is it fake?
[01:54.96]Is it really how I fantasize it?
[01:56.45]Where's the Holy Ghost at?
[01:57.39]How long it take Man to find it?
[01:59.04]My mind's a nonstop tape playing
[02:00.61]and I can't rewind it
[02:01.73]You gave me a Bible
[02:02.51]and expect me not to *************yze it
[02:04.16]I'm frustrated and you provoked it
[02:06.24]I'm not reading that mother******g book
[02:08.22]because a human wrote it
[02:09.43]I have a ******g brain, you should know it
[02:11.52]You gave it to me to think
[02:12.87]to avoid every useless moment
[02:14.45]It was a mission that I had to abort
[02:16.48]Cause humans be lying
[02:17.49]with such an inaccurate source
[02:19.05]It's gon' be hard to
[02:20.05]put me back on the course
[02:21.05]Next Jehovah's Witness
[02:22.10]to come on my porch
[02:23.00]I swear I'm slammin' the door
[02:24.10]
[02:25.11]A lot of folks believe it though,
[02:26.25]but I'm not surprised
[02:27.30]Humans are ******g dumb,
[02:28.36]still thinkin' that Pac's alive
[02:29.50]
[02:30.08]I ain't trying to take your legacy
[02:31.49]and torch it down
[02:32.53]I'm just saying: I ain't heard *************t
[02:34.30]from the horse's mouth
[02:35.22]Just sheep always telling stories
[02:36.41]of older guys
[02:37.60]Who were notarized by you
[02:38.82]when you finally vocalized
[02:40.15]Now I'm supposed to bow my head
[02:41.46]and close my eyes
[02:42.20]And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise
[02:43.66]Sound's like a ******g Poltergeist
[02:44.88]
[02:45.56]Show yourself and then boom it's done
[02:47.63]Every rumor's gone,
[02:48.73]I no longer doubt this *************t,
[02:50.02]you're the One
[02:50.72]I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
[02:53.13]And all my old habits can hop onto
[02:54.59]of a roof to plunge
[02:55.49]
[02:56.10]I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
[02:58.23]************* the club, instead of ******* I'd hang
[02:59.64]with a group of nuns
[03:00.88]And everyone
[03:01.32]that I ran into would know
[03:02.44]what I came to do
[03:03.40]I wouldn't take a step unless
[03:04.90]it was in the name of You
[03:06.38]I hate the fact that I have to believe
[03:08.03]You haven't been chatting
[03:08.79]with me like you did Adam and Eve
[03:10.66]And I ain't seen no ******g
[03:11.84]talking snake unravel from trees
[03:13.24]With an apple to eat,
[03:14.23]that *************t never happens to me
[03:15.70]I don't know if you do or don't exist,
[03:17.39]it is driving me crazy
[03:18.28]Send your condolences,
[03:19.25]this is me reaching to you so don't forget
[03:21.47]If hell is truly your pit of fire
[03:22.92]and I get thrown in it
[03:23.94]I'mma probably regret the fact
[03:25.54]that I ever wrote this *************t
[03:26.65]
[03:27.65]My gut feeling says it's all fake,
[03:29.58]I hate to say it but ************* it,
[03:31.07]*************t I done lost faith
[03:31.86]This isn't a small phase,
[03:32.94]my perspective's all changed
[03:34.30]My thoughts just keep picking
[03:35.57]*************t apart all day
[03:36.70]
[03:37.75]And in my mind I make perfect sense
[03:39.49]If you aren't real
[03:40.42]then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
[03:42.15]That would mean
[03:42.64]that I could just make up
[03:43.72]what my purpose is
[03:44.45]And I could just sit in church
[03:45.80]and say "*************" in the services
[03:46.97]
[03:47.72]Man what if Jesus was a facade?
[03:49.25]
[03:50.56]Then that would mean
[03:51.30]the government's god
[03:52.37]I feel like they've
[03:53.10]been brainwa*************ng us with a lot
[03:54.40]So much that we don't even notice
[03:55.73]that we're stuck in the box
[03:57.42]Man everything is "what if",
[03:58.57]why is it always "what if"
[04:00.09]Planet Earth "what if",
[04:01.32]the universe "what if"
[04:02.64]My sacrifice "what if",
[04:03.89]my afterlife "what if"
[04:05.26]Every ******g thing
[04:05.97]that deals with you is ******g suspect
[04:07.55]
[04:08.78]I'm ******g done,
[04:09.43]
[04:11.19]I'm ******g done
[04:11.96]
[04:13.98]This is my ******g life
[04:15.40]and I'm living it, I'm having fun
[04:17.04]
[04:19.50]If you really care for me,
[04:20.68]prove that I need to live carefully
[04:22.33]
[04:22.84]But I'll be damned
[04:23.76]if I put my own pleasure aside
[04:25.59]for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
[04:27.14]
[04:29.39]We are you, and you're us,
[04:31.66]stop playing games
[04:32.45]
[04:34.79]My life's all I got,
[04:36.15]and heaven is all in my brain
[04:37.65]
[04:39.60]And when I feel I am in hell,
[04:41.12]my ideas are what get me through pain
[04:43.09]
[04:44.06]Do as you please,
[04:45.33]and I'll just do me,
[04:46.43]I'm a human,
[04:47.29]I'll stay in my lane
[04:48.60]I'll mind
[04:49.25]