[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [00:22.35]I take life for granted, made mistakes in the past [00:24.76]Don’t want to harbour so much hate in my heart [You feel me?] [00:27.36]Found my way through the dark [00:29.48]And only by closing my open eyes and taking a chance [00:32.80]I wanna make my family proud [00:34.79]And show those that I love that I ain’t standing round [00:38.86]I hate backing down, hate lashing out [00:40.98]Hate that I hate so much – what is this hate rant about?! [00:44.33]I don’t wanna be this negative person [00:46.94]Pessimistic, perfectionist obsessively working [00:49.81]Always anxiety ridden [00:51.63]It’s like my mind’s in Rhyme Asylum inside of a prison [00:55.34]It’s a blessing and a curse [00:57.56]I just want us heard and to get the respect that we deserve [01:00.88]I need to stop and breathe [01:02.84]Cos in reality there ain’t nothing stopping me be what I wanna be [01:07.11] [01:07.45]Don’t make me be, don’t make me be [01:21.36]Don’t make me be, don’t make me be [01:28.51] [01:28.81]I'mma go it alone, on my own rowing this boat [01:32.32]No-one to throw me a rope [01:34.49]Feel like I'm lost at sea [01:36.39]Tryna make waves, on this endless expanse of monotony [01:40.20]And I gotta be what I wanna be [01:42.71]Or else it’s like telling my heart not to beat [01:45.47]Telling my lungs not to breathe [01:47.94]Inspirations an island just beyond my reach [01:50.99]Chances are few and far between [01:54.00]On an ocean with nowhere to plant my seeds [01:56.98]And you reap what you sow [01:58.83]It’s getting dark, I keep an eye on my beacon of hope [02:02.06]Hope in every vein and capillary [02:04.11]My message in a bottle is my name on the pages of history [02:07.58]I got two ores [02:09.49]One named determination and the others name is ability [02:14.18] [02:14.71]Don’t make me be, don’t make me be [02:26.59]Don’t make me be, don’t make me be [02:35.92] [02:36.16]This me ain't the way that I wanna be [02:38.23]Now I know its the way that I gotta be [02:41.15]I've had my heart broken before [02:43.36]Another persons actions controlling my emotions and thought [02:46.97]Love is a battlefield - I'm a soldier at war [02:49.70]People saying "I don't know him no more" [02:52.01]The old me's dead and gone, I got away with murdering him [02:55.02]So my split personality holding the fort [02:57.93]Now I gotta look deep [02:59.45]My older said "don't regret anything that makes you smile that's how it should be" [03:04.07]And so I took heed [03:05.36]Now I live my life, a different guy but miss the nights I could sleep [03:09.43]Thinking isn't it funny [03:11.24]I used to be in control but I'm driven by women and money [03:14.76]In this eternal search for a pot of gold [03:17.51]Where I've lost my soul and my hearts gotten cold [03:23.92]Don’t make me be, don’t make me be [03:34.93]Don’t make me be, don’t make me be