[00:00.948]He looks better than me in skinny jeans
[00:04.985]But I look better than he does naked
[00:09.019]Then they taste so sweet that you forget
[00:13.294]That you've ever had your heart broken
[00:17.610]Another panic attack fills up the space in my chest
[00:22.378]So I let the whiskey flow and my feelings go
[00:27.991]But I'm not dead
[00:30.830]I wanna say to myself that I'm not dead
[00:38.003]This is my golden year
[00:41.557]And the darkest time
[00:45.508]I blew all my money on sparkling wine
[00:50.354]Because it seemed like the right thing
[00:53.985]But I was losing my mind
[00:58.662]Losing my mind
[01:03.335]Don't ask me if I'm happy
[01:07.159]If you don't want the truth
[01:09.797]I've been waiting on you to call
[01:14.908]And tell me that I'm beautiful
[01:18.552]Slow down shut up
[01:22.744]Stop feeling sorry for yourself
[01:25.935]'Cause you're not dead
[01:29.475]I can walk
[01:30.704]I can leave
[01:31.908]I can do anything I please because
[01:35.676]I'm not dead
[01:39.204]This is my golden year
[01:43.692]And the darkest time
[01:47.836]I blew all my money of sparkling wine
[01:52.441]Because it seemed like the right thing
[01:56.110]But I was losing my mind
[02:01.045]Losing my mind
[02:05.580]I can't remember what I said to the bartenders
[02:10.922]And I check my bank account
[02:13.271]I wanna yell at myself
[02:14.969]I woke up with a headache from Hell
[02:17.423]But I don't wanna lose myself in the medicine
[02:23.422]'Cause I'm not dead
[02:27.458]It's not over 'till we're all dead
[02:31.863]This is our golden year
[02:37.042]And the darkest time
[02:41.065]I blew all my money on sparkling wine
[02:45.911]Because it seemed like the right thing
[02:49.489]But I was losing my mind
[02:54.392]Losing my mind
[02:59.274]I blew all my money on sparkling wine
[03:03.774]'Cause it seemed like the right thing