I don't wanna have to lie to everybody,
about how I feel
I can't eat, can't sleep
I'm on my knees,
praying for a miracle
It's all right,what you say,
like a knife
I know you like the taste of blood
I love you,I hate you,I have you,I lose you,
I just want someone to love
I don't wanna have to lie to everybody
I just wanna light,
I wanna smoke more cigarettes
You think that I like getting hurt,
But I do it, I can't seem to help myself
I'm a big girl, but big girls get hurt too, and they cry
You think that I'm tough enough
But I know when you look at me right now, that all you can see is blood
I don't wanna have to lie to everybody,
about how I feel
Waves of sadness, waves of grief
A river that feels like it'll never stop running
And all you can see is the lies,
I know it's all over
my face
I can't change,
I can't hide
I don't wanna have to lie to everybody,
about how I feel,
(ohh whoa ohh)
Don't wanna have to lie to everybody,
about how I feel